I hope I don't offend anyone with this post, but I've read the entire thread and want to add in some experiences I've had.
My best friend is a white man. We've been best friends since age 12. We grew up together, and are still tight. He once told me something I'll never forget: He said that if he can imagine a black woman as a white woman, meaning no obvious African traits such as large nose or lips, he'd be attracted to her, OR, if the black woman was striking - he gave the example of Roshumba, the model - he'd be attracted to her, but he does not find the AVERAGE black woman attractive and he said by and large, the AVERAGE white man will not date the AVERAGE black woman. In other words, Joe Smith from Accounts Payable by and large won't find Ayannah Stephens from Billing attractive if she's just an around the way girl. Skin color is not a factor here - physical features are.
Of course, it's not that way across the board, but I have noticed - and again, this is my own opinion/observation - that the majority of the women here with white mates are exceptionally beautiful and have more features that would be considered more Euro than African. Again, I am aware it's not that way for everyone, but this is just what I observed. And notice I say white "mates," not white "f--k" buddies. I am not cute AT ALL, but I have been pushed up on by white guys wanting to dip in some chocolate, and they have been bold about wanting sex with a black chick ONLY. I am not a person they will take home and introduce to the folks. One (1) white guy seemed interested in me as more than a friend. He actually stopped traffic and made his parents get out to meet me. I will never forget the look of horror on their faces. They were like
. And again, that's just one white guy.
By and large, an African-American female of average attractiveness is not going to turn a white man's head if he's looking for a girlfriend. That's not to say that the OP is an average-looking girl at all, but that seems to be the case. A broke-down-looking white, Asian or Latin woman is more likely to get play than a black woman who is well-groomed but not considered traditionally pretty. I use the Williams sisters as examples. They are famous, but if they were not, precious few white men would push up on them. I think that they are beautiful, but the average Joe Whitebread isn't checking for that sort of look. They want the Vanessa Williamses, the Kerry Washingtons, the Aisha Tylers, and the type of looks that you can see in several women on this board.