I cried for the first time in a long time tonight. It just wears me out to even speak or text you. I feel like if I keep dealing with you, in any fashion; the blessing of the right man will continue to elude me. So, just leave me alone. I can't be your therapist, and I don't want to be your therapist. I am off the clock, therefore I don't work for free. I want to be free of you for good. So, stop calling me and stop texting me. I have shed my last tears over you. I don't know where "the one" or if there is "the one", but stop blocking him, you miserable @ssclown. It's so true. We are broken up because our relationship was broken, and it can't be fixed. I tried to give you what I could, but all you did was take, and leave. I am just done. But, I have to be honest. I did a lot of damage to myself. I stayed way too long. I put up with way too much (like you not seeing me on a regular basis). If you really wanted me, you would make a way to see me; to keep our relationship alive, like I did. I realize a lot of this is my fault, and I am working on it. I have no idea what fate has in store for me, no matter how much or how little I date, so I hope it all works out in the end. Maybe the best thing is to just leave the idea of a relationship alone for a minute. I fought it for the sake of not being alone, but maybe I am not ready.
Why do attractive women date less attractive guys...Why do guys only go for the baddest b***hes
I have a lot of things that make me think of him.... I hate it when that happens. When we first split up I couldn't listen to Donny Hathaway for at least 2 years. 
i was so naive. 
