N.P.R. Addict
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Salmai
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I just realized that I have no clue on how to be a wife
I miss the relationship with my ex moreso than him as a person.
I have been trying to pretend like his new relationship doesn't faze me.
But I think it quietly pisses me off because she's pregnant.
& I don't think I can have kids.
I've had 2 MCs in the last 2 years.
He always wanted kids & I tried to give that to him even though I wasn't ready.
But it just didn't happen & I think that was for the best.
His GF/BM thinks that we still communicate but we don't.
I wish she'd leave me out of their messes.
I wish his family would stop calling me.
I wish I didn't miss him anymore.
erplexed
I became celibate two years ago.
Now, I think my sex drive is completely gone.