moonglowdiva
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I'm happy about getting a divorce.
i agree w/this post in it's entirety & completely!As much as I'd like to find 'the one' to settle down with and get married to, deep down I am really apprehensive and a bit nervous about meeting different men. My deep down fears are having to sift through people's personalities, and going through thier bullshyt, and the introvert in me is scared shytless about this . I'd just ideally like to find 'him' w/o having to meet several men before meeting him. Also, admittedly, I am very particular about what I'm attracted to so this is another fear that will probably creep up on me again. At least I'm consciously aware of this now, so I will face it head on, b/c this summer I plan to definetely date .
I'm sick and tired of liking guys waaaaaaaaay more than they like me. I give up so much of myself and inexplicably demand nothing in return. I'm so willing to accept whatever they'll give me, and it kills me to admit I'd rather have "something" than "nothing" and do all of the work. I'm just so tired of being alone. It's exhausting being rejected over and over again. At almost 21, I honestly feel like I'm destined to be alone forever.
Why do I feel like this?!?!
Aww girly you're just 21 (almost). You still have time to learn the game. Practice the art of putting more focus on yourself.