ok, what are we doing ? i know you have feelings for me , you talk alot of mess but your actions speak louder . i want to ask you but i know how i felt last time - i had to drink after it- however until you decide whether or not you're going to officially step up to the plate ,im keeping my options.
i need to work on my trust factor and not being so guarded , its just that anything that remotely reminds me of that negative feeling i used to get with my ex at times will cause me to write anyone off immediately ,say forget it and start borderline dating someone else even when i can be over analyzing the situation ,be wrong and they didn't even do anything ..im starting to feel like im damaged.