Surprised. I've spent the entire month with him. Was only gone for 2 or 3 days. My question is when did he have the time to even screw something?! He works fast I guess. I'm kinda numb right now. I'll break down later.
ETA: He also just met my family. I spoke with his mother and father. I didn't see this coming but c'est la vie.
You would be suprised how easy it can be to get some even if you are around that person all of the time...Sad but true.
WOW. These men. Did he call you before you met up?
The last 24 hours have been an emotional hell. I know what I have to do. What I need to do. But I'm scared. What if I do this and I'm alone again for another five to ten years? I can't go through that again. Sometimes I just feel so undesirable. Maybe that is why I can't find the right one for me. Maybe I just need to stay with this guy that isn't exactly what I'm looking for and just make it work. Wtf is wrong with me? Sigh. Too many thoughts and emotions. I need to end this. He will say its no big deal and likely will be fine without me. For him everything is what it is. He won't miss me or lose any sleep. Do I want someone like that?
Fb friends please don't ask me what's up on fb. Pm me here if you feel the need . I can't answer you there.
The last 24 hours have been an emotional hell. I know what I have to do. What I need to do. But I'm scared. What if I do this and I'm alone again for another five to ten years? I can't go through that again. Sometimes I just feel so undesirable. Maybe that is why I can't find the right one for me. Maybe I just need to stay with this guy that isn't exactly what I'm looking for and just make it work. Wtf is wrong with me? Sigh. Too many thoughts and emotions. I need to end this. He will say its no big deal and likely will be fine without me. For him everything is what it is. He won't miss me or lose any sleep. Do I want someone like that?
Fb friends please don't ask me what's up on fb. Pm me here if you feel the need . I can't answer you there.
No, not married and likely never will be at this rate. You are right about it's me that matters. I'm just so scared. But do I really want another year of this? Don't get me wrong, this man cares for me, dd, we spend a ton of time, do almost everything together, he will basically do anything that I ask within reason. But his trust issues, and some other things may be just too much for me to bear.I thought you were married? Either way, im sorry for the confusion in your life. However, it isn't truly if he will miss you, it is what is right for you. Again, I'm sorry.
As always: baggagereclaim.com help me sort out some stuff.
ETA: your rather attractive in my eyes, fyi...just sayin.
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Hey girl. You already knowing about this cat. I don't know what the hell to do. But today is going to be a pivotal day I think.
You know I totally relate to all of this. Don't hesitate to hit me up if you need to talk.
I'm thinking I must be defective. No one I've ever known has these kind of issues but me. I'm tired of all of this. I can see now how some women can get defeated and just stay. Sometimes your soul just gets weary.
I'm thinking I must be defective. No one I've ever known has these kind of issues but me. I'm tired of all of this. I can see now how some women can get defeated and just stay. Sometimes your soul just gets weary.
TRUST ME! You are NOT the only one that has issues. You may be the only one that's willing to admit to it.....
I can identify so much with what you have posted recently. I considered settling, but I figured, I can just do bad by myself........
What she said. (btw, hey crlsweetie912!)
You are NOT alone. If fact, I rarely come into the relationship forum because I don't want to even be bothered. For some reason, things just never work out for me. I just feel happier when I'm alone.
My "picker" is broken, i think.