barbiesocialite
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I have been meeting some really nice guys lately, but I have not had the energy to actually go on any physical dates. I have canceled a few dates or turned down dates that guys have asked me on. <sigh> Talking on the phone is fine, but leaving my house to go on an actual date is not working out for me at the moment. I even planned to go visit my ex last week (long story), but taking a nap seemed more important at the time. Needless to say, the guys that were interested aren't anymore, including the ex. I don't know if it is fear or what. I really need to get it together. ohwell: Mother really wants grandbabies but at the rate I am going that's not going to happen any time soon.
I'm like this! I just had the epiphany that I should stop doing that (but I still do it ) because I'm getting older but for the most part when someone asks me if I'm busy on a certain day I think "well...I don't know if you call sitting around in sweatpants browsing the internet while watching Murder She Wrote 'busy,' but..that's what I planned to do :Blush2:" I was casually dating this guy that lived an hour away and I would get so annoyed when he would send me a text talking about "hey. I'm in town." Oh, okay. *turns phone off*
That's why I'm so excited to have a crush. I'd totally get out of bed for him
that makes three of us.
Normally I'm in IDGAF mode. For example, I never invite or let anyone go to my apartment. hell, I don't go there most times because I'd much rather stay at my mom's-- I havent slept @ my apt in a couple months. I usually wake up around 10 but I'm so excited about my current SO, not only did I answer his call at 5am, I got immediately out of bed and hit up Starbucks and went over to my apartment to clean (where I am now) so it's perfect for when he comes over
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