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erplexed I realized last night that I'm a little scared about it!!! He's a great guy, but i can't help but have doubts. 
Hopefully he will continue to prove me wrong. Things are going so well! Even the issue that I had with him before is improving, and it's becomming not such a big deal anymore. I never thought that I would feel this way about another guy again, so it's kind of surreal. 
. i'm taking my sis advice to just live in the moment of this and not over think it. 
Why do men get infatuated after ONE date?
I'm very flattered, but come on now...
How do I let one of them down easy?
... I want something small, initimate, AFFORDABLE, w/ good food...
We were talking about our 'pseudo' wedding, and this fool mentions the types of foods at our wedding... and I'm just like
I can tell if we were to get married, we'd have some difficulty w/ the planning. I would like something very very small and affordable, I think he'd prefer a big ghetto arse shindig. I don't think he really has a clue or an idea of what is 'appropriate' to serve and what's flat out down right ghetto
Then he tells me I watch too much Bridezillas... nah, it has nothing to do w/ that... I'm very very simple, but I'd like a little class at my wedding.
He also doesn't seem to have an idea of how much weddings actually cost... I told him it could easily run a good 50k, and there is NO WAY I am going to put myself / us in debt for a wedding to feed a bunch of hungry arse m o f o's
Poor him, he really has no clue. I think the only thing he was a clue about is getting a nice quality ring.
I think I like you but you're a Pisces. We'll see how it goes
him while he was talking when we were discussing food... I'm all for Soul Food, but he was goin on about who cooking what, fried chicken, grilled chicken, lasagna... ... .... then he thought he'd be thoughtful and say we can have West Indian food too since my family is Jamaican ....
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Just needed to get that out.
