Keshieshimmer I'm sorry... I deleted it. I'm just feeling kinda messed up right now... not even confused. I know it had to be done, but I'm just used to him being around, ya know?@HAIRapy
Wait what happened? I wanted to respond but I was on this site on my iPad and still wasn't used to the typing. Hope you get everything figured out and do what is best for you =)
@Keshieshimmer I'm sorry... I deleted it. I'm just feeling kinda messed up right now... not even confused. I know it had to be done, but I'm just used to him being around, ya know?
I'm sorry... I deleted it. I'm just feeling kinda messed up right now... not even confused. I know it had to be done, but I'm just used to him being around, ya know?
@Keshieshimmer I'm sorry... I deleted it. I'm just feeling kinda messed up right now... not even confused. I know it had to be done, but I'm just used to him being around, ya know?
@HAIRapy, sounds like you and I might be in a similar boat.
I'm trying to accept that there's going to be good days and bad days and that it's normal. Yesterday was a disaster but I know where I went wrong. So, I'm not going dwell on it, I'm just gonna keep trying to move forward.
@chickle ok my love Im sorry but I have to call you out.Don't you ever ever write or say he isn't in my league..Your smoking hot I just have a feeling about that.The fact he wants you and is texting you says alot..allow yourself to enjoy that bc you just don't know how many girls would give up their first born to be in your position that you so easily can trash bc your fly like that..ok carry on..
really random thought: I hate that you've seen me cry.
Grant it, it was 3 years ago but your memory is too vivid and exact. I never remember anything. I hate that you remember everything. You still remember the day you met me when I was 15. Weird. You are one of the few that knows how sensitive & fragile I am, because you've experienced it. Don't walk on eggshells for me. I don't know if it's good or bad that you do everything according to how you assume it will make me feel.....I can't read it. I don't know if it's games or the real thing....
You know too much.....
@barbiesocialite, I do this. It's how I relate to people naturally, especially people I'm close to. It's very important to me that I be able to predict their actions and responses to me. It's a very time consuming process to be in a position to do this, but it's very comforting to me. It's people-pleasing for the shy and sensitive soul.
@barbiesocialite what are you afraid of? That he will use your emotions against you?