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0live0il *sigh*
As I mentioned up thread you really don't seem ready for a healthy adult relationship.
With regards to him, the best you can do is apologize and try to explain why you did what you did. Do you have a history of being hurt and betrayed by men? If so, now's the time to share that with him. But you also need to be clear that this is YOUR issue not his. Ask for his love, patience, and understanding as you work through this pain and then let it go. The ball is in his court after that.
As for you...and I say this with only love in my heart...if you really did what you did, you need help. This is not healthy relationship behavior. This is not only intrusive and invasive with regards to his private space. It undermines and damanges YOU.
Regardless of whether or not this relationship works out, please, please, please, seek some kind of counseling. A therapist would be best or maybe a trusted spiritual advisor.
Until you deal with whatever hurt and pain is in your heart this pattern will keep repeating itself.