sexyeyes3616
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This guy that i dated called me in october and i was aggravated that he did. I went through so many emotional changes with him. But the funny thing about it is he is not even cute. But he has a grip on my mind though. I dont know what about him had me going crazy over him. But he called the other day and he was like you know i am sorry things turned out the way they did between us and i apologize. I miss the hell out of you i have never felt this way about a girl the way i feel about you. Can you give me another chance. And i was like once i move on i move forward. I dont backtrack i dont rewind. One its over its done. I was like learn from this you are youn your only 24 you will find a women that you are going to fall head over heals for but when you go to stressing her out think about this situation. Cherish her and dont realize the gem she was to you before its to late. And then i felt bad that i had to break it down to him like that. So i was thinking about it and i was like i dont mind seeing him again. And maybe i will come to my senses and see what the hell i was thinking when i see him. And i am just being real he was good at what he did and he did it well but even that wasnt worth wasting my time and the stress i went through with him. So i called him back and he is ignored my calls and if he really cared about me like he said he would answer and see what I had to say. So i have dreamed about him a couple of times.
So come to find out he has gotten married and is expecting a child. And i feel miserable. I have gained weight because of meds i was on and i dont feel attractive anymore and i cant seem to attract anyone anymore. And it hurts that he has moved on and has found someone to settle down with and here i am wanting to get married within the next few years and cant even attract anyone. Any of you ladies when you hear about your ex moving on and falling in love with someone else did it hurt? How did you deal with your feelings?
ETA: What are some good songs that i can listen to jamila suggested a good one what are some more?
So come to find out he has gotten married and is expecting a child. And i feel miserable. I have gained weight because of meds i was on and i dont feel attractive anymore and i cant seem to attract anyone anymore. And it hurts that he has moved on and has found someone to settle down with and here i am wanting to get married within the next few years and cant even attract anyone. Any of you ladies when you hear about your ex moving on and falling in love with someone else did it hurt? How did you deal with your feelings?
ETA: What are some good songs that i can listen to jamila suggested a good one what are some more?
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