tapioca_pudding
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I think things are getting better.. I've been more fun lately, and less "needy". He seems to be responding and we're getting our spark back slowly but hopefully surely. Just going to take time and effort.
I saw a really good looking man walking by and thought DAMN and realized that DAMN is mine! My sweetheart surprised me at work! He's not super affectionate verbally but he lets me know that he loves me by doing the little AND big things.
"you pay the bills, I cook the meals. that's love."
*BOOM*
Heard that for the first time today, loved it.
That haggard white woman thread has me thinking. If I dont find a decent black man to marry and build a family and life with I dont want to do it at all. Not to step on any toes but I want to marry a brown man and have brown babies
*luckily I live in a heavily industrial city. I can literally go to the gas station right now and bump into a black engineer
Lucky you. Majority of ones I bump into at the gas station here have their hands out and asking to squeegee your windows for a dollar
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That haggard white woman thread has me thinking. If I dont find a decent black man to marry and build a family and life with I dont want to do it at all. Not to step on any toes but I want to marry a brown man and have brown babies
*luckily I live in a heavily industrial city. I can literally go to the gas station right now and bump into a black engineer
I feel you, I also want brown babies with a brown man.
Wait, be positive, keep believing, and all will surely be yours. Sent from my iPhone using LHCF
i love that our talks are productive, at least on his end. when he says he will try to change something, he actually does! he'll slip up a couple of times but after that it's a non-issue. me on the other hand? ive been "working" on my anger for over a year now with zero progress.
im such a terrible partner.
Lucie, i haven't done anything but claim im working on it. it's been creating less problems lately but it is still a HUGE issue for me. y'all would kick me out of the thread if you knew the things i get angry over and how angry i get. that loss of control is so embarrassing.
do you know of any good books?
Do you feel you get angry for no reason, or is it that you get angry over legitimate concerns (big or small) but can only communicate it with anger?
Sumra, personally i feel like my reasons are legitimate. sometimes small but still legit. he would argue its for no reason. and yeah, unfortunately, anger is how i communicate.
Sounds like your points are getting lost because of your delivery which is common. Its funny, it seems most of my friends say their men say the same thing xD My SO always used to complain about me not being logical in arguments.
I'm now wondering if you communicate with anger because you are scared of being vulnerable/appearing weak because of the underlying feelings?
I agree with Lucie in the regard that anger and/or defensiveness habits are hard ones to crack. Often it's not about whether you know of other options and know where you're anger comes from. It's whether you are wiling to put yourself out there without the anger protection mechanism. To be more vulnerable. If you are you can practice by trying to sit down and tell him your feelings and why something bothered you without getting angry. Tell him how things are for you rather than telling him about himself . See what happens. If you are an emotional person I recommend writing things down to get the anger out, then working through your points and delivery before approaching it.
My boyfriends ex gf tried to commit suicide. They have a daughter together. I'm not sure how to take this.
My boyfriends ex gf tried to commit suicide. They have a daughter together. I'm not sure how to take this.
Ohhhh nooooo. Prayers for you all.
She needs to see a therapist and talk her issues out.
Wow! I hope she will be ok. How old is their child?
MissMariee, my prayers are with her and all who are involved. This time of year becomes difficult for many. I hope she gets the love and support that she needs. And I hope you can properly deal with it and get the love and support you need as well. We are here for you. xo