wednesday night one of his oldest friends was in town visiting with his heroin addict looking girlfriend from california. bf is a good fit for me brain-wise but MAN i hate all his friends. this guy was super childish acting in a way that was supposed to be cute... and it might have been if he were 22 rather than turning 30.
we ended up on a triple date with his roommate and his girlfriend... it was pretty awkward for the most part because i just decided i'm no longer wasting my energy trying to be nice to his friends. usually i am very open to making new friends or at least new contacts, but with these people i am just going to make it a goal to politely tolerate them. i don't like going out of my way to make people feel comfortable when they're just like "well this person is awkward/weird/antisocial and that's just how it is," and i'm just supposed to deal with it. by the end of the night, after a few drinks, everyone was getting along better. the friend from california hugged me twice at the end of the night
he was irritating but he was cute
idk why he did that because he didn't hug roommate's girlfriend.
yesterday i went to the gym and when i came back (bf didnt go because he's sick) hes on the couch playing video games... so i had to play basketball with him for like an hour
then he made us soup and we watched sunday's dexter and started trying to watch this movie for like the third time before starting to fall asleep... then we had sex... sweet jesus we had sex
finally
the whole time i'm just thinking ilovehimilovehimilovehim... and i wanted to say it but it wasn't really coming out... (he's said it to me several times but always when we were drinking/having sex and then he'd take it back the next day
)
so when we were done and spooning, i'm like "i love you... and im not taking it back
" and he pretends like he didn't hear what i said, so he made me repeat it a couple times
finally he goes "i love you too"