Latomian
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I know I shouldn't have answered the phone. An EX FRIEND from college called me today to tell me that the girl that my ex knocked up is having a baby girl AND what her name is. And had the nerve to make that be the first thing she told me!!!!!!! I haven't even begun to heal yet. My normal bp is 90/60...and it dropped today. I can't eat anything...I'm so tired and light-headed. I can't seem to cry enough! I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE! In these situations, people have family or friends but I'm suffering through this alone and I can't. It hurts. It hurts too much and I can't get away from the pain. In all honesty, ladies, I'm not sure how much more I can withstand. I feel beyond words. I can't take any more pain in my life. My ex was the only person who helped me with healing from severe child abuse, right? Now, he's another person who I can't trust!! WTH??!
I feel like God has turned his back on me and if I knew why, I would do anything to fix it.
I wish I had somebody. Just one...somebody to like, hold me or something? Oh my gosh, this hurts.
I'm sorry but I had to try to get this off my chest.
I feel like God has turned his back on me and if I knew why, I would do anything to fix it.
I wish I had somebody. Just one...somebody to like, hold me or something? Oh my gosh, this hurts.
I'm sorry but I had to try to get this off my chest.