Thank you sis. I am petitioning God and re-reading the Word. I am leaning on Him.
@Ms Red
As long as you keep quiet, you can expect much of the same. It is not God's desire for his children to live in misery, the fullness of God can not operate in such surroundings.
Go before God in prayer and fasting and ask the Lord to give you the boldness and wisdom to approach your mom.
Re-post this in the prayer thread so others can pray for you and your mom, it sounds like she is bitter about some things, bitterness has stolen her joy and will separate you both from God.
Right now speak the word over your situation, the word of God says declare a thing and it shall be established and where the Spirit of God is there is liberty.
Praying for you Sis.