2012 Relationship Random Thoughts.... Part III

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I went to my sister house yesterday for a birthday dinner in my honor with my SO. One of my friends was there and said I walked in with a glow about me. She said she has never seen me so happy and with a pep in my step.
 
I am trying hard not to let this situation with my dad sour my relationship with Sweetface. I know not all men are the same but if my own dad treats me worse than dirt, why should I expect better from someone else? I am really trying hard not to sabotage this especially after all of the progress. I feel like I just want to have a kid and be alone. But I know that is selfish. Just venting......
 
Sometimes I see his picture or find his t-shirt in my laundry and think omg my love come back to meeeee! Then he asks me to call him and I'm like mehhh I don't feel like it. The best thing about living together will be no more phone conversations! They're the worst.
 
meesch said:
hey! bf and i are doing vegas for christmas! I'M 'ON HUNT YOU DOWN :yep:
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:lol::lol: Those plans have been nixed already, unfortunately. He started talking about how he has a friend who lives in Vegas and how he can visit him when we go. Umm no. You will not be visiting friends while on vacation with me. He was like "well I wouldn't visit him for the whole week, just like a day" noooooo. No friends lol. Just me. me me me :lol: I've been wanting to go back to Disney World for a long time, and he's never been there either (nor does he know anyone in FL lol), so it might be there instead.

I got mad at him at Busch Gardens for making friends/talking to people in the lines :lol: I don't like it when he focuses his attention on anyone but me, when I'm with him :lol: I don't even like it when he talks to/pets his cat when I'm over his house :lachen:Like, stop it, and look at ME! :rofl:
 
qchelle said:
:lol::lol: Those plans have been nixed already, unfortunately. He started talking about how he has a friend who lives in Vegas and how he can visit him when we go. Umm no. You will not be visiting friends while on vacation with me. He was like "well I wouldn't visit him for the whole week, just like a day" noooooo. No friends lol. Just me. me me me :lol: I've been wanting to go back to Disney World for a long time, and he's never been there either (nor does he know anyone in FL lol), so it might be there instead.

I got mad at him at Busch Gardens for making friends/talking to people in the lines :lol: I don't like it when he focuses his attention on anyone but me, when I'm with him :lol: I don't even like it when he talks to/pets his cat when I'm over his house :lachen:Like, stop it, and look at ME! :rofl:
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:lol: you nixed a trip to vegas over that???? i would much rather go to vegas than disneyworld :lol: how long is your christmas vacay trip going to be? you gonna spend more than one day in disneyworld? :lol: ive never been there but i imagine you could fill up a vacay much better with LV instead :yep:
 
Lucie said:
I am trying hard not to let this situation with my dad sour my relationship with Sweetface. I know not all men are the same but if my own dad treats me worse than dirt, why should I expect better from someone else? I am really trying hard not to sabotage this especially after all of the progress. I feel like I just want to have a kid and be alone. But I know that is selfish. Just venting......
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Lucie You should expect better because how your dad treated/treats you like dirt is because HE is foul and dirty, not you, it's not your fault. Your dad treats you like dirt, soon you feel like dirt, but you aren't anything close to dirt, you are a beautiful soul, a lovely woman. Work through this Lucie so that you can enjoy being loved and loving someone back. (((hugs)))
 
meesch said:
:lol: you nixed a trip to vegas over that???? i would much rather go to vegas than disneyworld :lol: how long is your christmas vacay trip going to be? you gonna spend more than one day in disneyworld? :lol: ive never been there but i imagine you could fill up a vacay much better with LV instead :yep:
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I knoooooow lol my selfishness is ruining my life :lol: I'm still deciding...*sigh*
 
hopeful said:
@Lucie You should expect better because how your dad treated/treats you like dirt is because HE is foul and dirty, not you, it's not your fault. Your dad treats you like dirt, soon you feel like dirt, but you aren't anything close to dirt, you are a beautiful soul, a lovely woman. Work through this Lucie so that you can enjoy being loved and loving someone back. (((hugs)))
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Thank you very much hopeful for your kind words. I feel so many different emotions right now. I feel angry, sad, hurt and I feel like I am on the verge of sabotage. So, I am just trying to sort my feelings out. Thanks again. (((HUGS)))
 
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That moment when he calls you in the afternoon and after you say "ok, bye" he says "hey! I love you." *squeak!*

I have never wanted any parts of the obligatory phonecall-ending "I love you". It didn't feel obligatory at all, actually. Hm. May have to take that under advisement....
 
The fact that its in my nature to be good to people really sucks sometimes. Can I for once, just go off and burn someones clothes? Or just burn a letter, I will settle for a letter...
 
meesch said:
:lol: you nixed a trip to vegas over that???? i would much rather go to vegas than disneyworld :lol: how long is your christmas vacay trip going to be? you gonna spend more than one day in disneyworld? :lol: ive never been there but i imagine you could fill up a vacay much better with LV instead :yep:
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Been to both and disneyworld>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>Vegas
 
Somebody I use to know called me today. I was on the phone with SO so I was definitely not clicking over. I have no intention in calling him. He also texted me this weekend while I was with SO. I'm glad he went out of his way to not be the one for me. Made room very much greener pastures!

Wait, be positive, keep believing, and all will surely be yours. Sent from my iPhone using LHCF
 
So my player card is revoked. I told SO that I'm falling in love with him and he smiled and said he's glad we're on the same page :D. We've been friends since before we can remember (my older brother and his dad are best friends) and we've been tryin to be a couple since we were like 4 or 5 lmao! Life kept separating us but we've been a steady part of each other's lives for 2 months now and even with the few bumps we hit, it's still been amazing. We are head over heels for each other and I hope we last forever :-)
 
Miss AJ said:
So my player card is revoked. I told SO that I'm falling in love with him and he smiled and said he's glad we're on the same page :D. We've been friends since before we can remember (my older brother and his dad are best friends) and we've been tryin to be a couple since we were like 4 or 5 lmao! Life kept separating us but we've been a steady part of each other's lives for 2 months now and even with the few bumps we hit, it's still been amazing. We are head over heels for each other and I hope we last forever :-)
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That is soooo sweet.........Congratulations!!!!
 
Not looking for a text buddy, email lover, or virtual boyfriend. If you want to really get to know me..step up and make a real date...or KIM.
 
Ummm dude has really been trippin lately about wanting to be allupunderme and acting like a brat when I just wanna be able to breathe....alone.....at home.....by myself. :look: Is that wrong??

Hate to wonder how things would be if we were married. Maybe marriage isn't for me.:look:
 
tinkat said:
Somebody I use to know called me today. I was on the phone with SO so I was definitely not clicking over. I have no intention in calling him. He also texted me this weekend while I was with SO. I'm glad he went out of his way to not be the one for me. Made room very much greener pastures!

Wait, be positive, keep believing, and all will surely be yours. Sent from my iPhone using LHCF
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tinkat It always happens this way. When there is no one there is NO ONE....as soon as you find some one....EVERY ONE shows up. It's crazy.

Girl enjoy your new found bliss....:grin:
 
Went to the most beautiful, amazing, stylish, diverse wedding in all of the land this weekend. I loved it. I am so blessed to have been a part of it.

Zoroastrian Indian Bride, Jewish Groom! People flew in from India, London, Vietnam, France... and all corners of the USA!

I wanna fall in love tooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
 
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