softblackcotton
Well-Known Member
To make myself clear: I am not talking about women who are currently single, but actively dating. I am not even talking about women who 've been currently single for long time yet have had at least one serious long-term relationship in their lives. I am talking about PERPETUALLY SINGLE women (over than age of 25) who have never experienced a long-term romantic relationship in their entire lives so far.
At my age, 26, it seems like when people find out about my non-existent dating history they get completely uncomfortable for a moment. The older I get the worst people seem to react.
The majority of people ASSUME I've had plenty of dating and relationship experience. It's kind of funny to see their reactions when they found out I have NAUGHT!
That is why, offline, I hardly ever bring up my non-romantic history, because I KNOW people will usually judge me and start to act weird. However, the times when I am compelled mention it, it's usually because some people are so determined to delve into my business.
The following are a few examples from my off-line life:
EXAMPLE 1:
An older lady, let's call her my "mentor" asks me "so are you seeing anyone? anyone special?"
Me: "No."
"Mentor" (BOLDLY) "How come? You're an attractive young lady."
Me: "I don't know I guess nobody is really attracted to me. I never had a boyfriend.
"Mentor": *clears throat and averts eyes* (a moment of uncomfortable silences proceeds before a quick change of subject)
EXAMPLE 2
My Uncle's wife: "Where's your boyfriend? Is that your boyfriend?"
Me: "No. That's my cousin. I never really had a boyfriend."
My Uncle's wife: OH. *quickly walks away.*
EXAMPLE 3
My Aunt: "Softblackcotton, how old are you? 24/25? So you must've had a few boyfriends by now. (Telling my cousin) Talk to her, I bet she has more recent experience than I with these guys out here.
Me: "Nope, she probably has more experience than me at 16 than I'll ever have at 25. I've never even had any relationships."
My Aunt and Cousin: WOW Really?! *shake heads and walk away*
EXAMPLE 4
A Co-worker: " I can't wait to fall in love again. Sometimes, being in love is great, you know?"
Me: "Nope, I don't know."
Co-worker: "What you've never been in love?"
Me: "Nope, not even close. No boyfriend ever."
Co-worker: *After an uncomfortable silence* "I like this song. One of my favorite artists. Trying to figure out what I want eat for lunch..."
There are many more examples, but for the most part people seem to get QUITE uncomfortable when they find out about me because their assumptions about me are debunked and they feel like I am someone they can't figure out. Sometimes, I could almost see the cogs in the head turning as they wonder: "How come she's never had not even one boyfriend at her age?!What the heck is wrong with her?!"
Honestly, I don't really know what the heck is wrong with me. If I did, I wouldn't be the way I am now. I have been praying about it and I hope that helps.
MY Question is:
Why do you think some people would react so weirdly?
Would you react the same way if you find out an "attractive" (I guess, whatever) friend over the age of 25 never had a serious long-term relationship with anyone?
Why do people think it is so easy for someone to just have a SO?! To gain romantic experience just because your are a certain?! Like you can just go out a find someone in a SNAP?! Especially in this economy?
Anyway, I think it's pretty impossible. I am trying to get used to the fact that I could be single for the rest of my life.
At my age, 26, it seems like when people find out about my non-existent dating history they get completely uncomfortable for a moment. The older I get the worst people seem to react.
The majority of people ASSUME I've had plenty of dating and relationship experience. It's kind of funny to see their reactions when they found out I have NAUGHT!
That is why, offline, I hardly ever bring up my non-romantic history, because I KNOW people will usually judge me and start to act weird. However, the times when I am compelled mention it, it's usually because some people are so determined to delve into my business.
The following are a few examples from my off-line life:
EXAMPLE 1:
An older lady, let's call her my "mentor" asks me "so are you seeing anyone? anyone special?"
Me: "No."
"Mentor" (BOLDLY) "How come? You're an attractive young lady."
Me: "I don't know I guess nobody is really attracted to me. I never had a boyfriend.
"Mentor": *clears throat and averts eyes* (a moment of uncomfortable silences proceeds before a quick change of subject)
EXAMPLE 2
My Uncle's wife: "Where's your boyfriend? Is that your boyfriend?"
Me: "No. That's my cousin. I never really had a boyfriend."
My Uncle's wife: OH. *quickly walks away.*
EXAMPLE 3
My Aunt: "Softblackcotton, how old are you? 24/25? So you must've had a few boyfriends by now. (Telling my cousin) Talk to her, I bet she has more recent experience than I with these guys out here.
Me: "Nope, she probably has more experience than me at 16 than I'll ever have at 25. I've never even had any relationships."
My Aunt and Cousin: WOW Really?! *shake heads and walk away*
EXAMPLE 4
A Co-worker: " I can't wait to fall in love again. Sometimes, being in love is great, you know?"
Me: "Nope, I don't know."
Co-worker: "What you've never been in love?"
Me: "Nope, not even close. No boyfriend ever."
Co-worker: *After an uncomfortable silence* "I like this song. One of my favorite artists. Trying to figure out what I want eat for lunch..."
There are many more examples, but for the most part people seem to get QUITE uncomfortable when they find out about me because their assumptions about me are debunked and they feel like I am someone they can't figure out. Sometimes, I could almost see the cogs in the head turning as they wonder: "How come she's never had not even one boyfriend at her age?!What the heck is wrong with her?!"
Honestly, I don't really know what the heck is wrong with me. If I did, I wouldn't be the way I am now. I have been praying about it and I hope that helps.
MY Question is:
Why do you think some people would react so weirdly?
Would you react the same way if you find out an "attractive" (I guess, whatever) friend over the age of 25 never had a serious long-term relationship with anyone?
Why do people think it is so easy for someone to just have a SO?! To gain romantic experience just because your are a certain?! Like you can just go out a find someone in a SNAP?! Especially in this economy?
Anyway, I think it's pretty impossible. I am trying to get used to the fact that I could be single for the rest of my life.