So I need to know what sucessful dating entails. Is it having a lot of random *** buddies or is having a stable, long term-relationship that ends in marriage for some?
Just wondering and trying to understand where some of the ladies are coming from..
Random *** buddies...you ain't gotta do anything special for that.
Idk about anyone else on the board, but my goal is
marriage....and nothing less.
I'm too "old" to be playing silly little games and having a man waste my time lol. My time is precious to me now. I'm no longer in my 20's. So I can't afford to be dealing w/what I call "time-wasters". I want stability, marriage, and settling down. I want a FAMILY.
Plus, my religious background/moral upbringing just doesn't put me in the category of someone just looking for a random fwb or ons.
Now I know not every woman is looking for marriage, and that's OKAY. There's nothing wrong with that. Some women just don't want marriage, and that's their choice.
But for me personally, my end goal is marriage...Not just marriage with anyone (otherwise I would be married long time ago), but marriage w/the
RIGHT person for me.
If I just wanted to have a fling, I would have a fling by now. I would chase, call guys up, act thirsty, and do all kinds of things to put myself on their radar. But when I think back to the vibe/energy I had back when I was doing all of that stuff, it was such a nervous/anxious/fearful energy.
Now, I feel more laid back, relaxed, and like I don't really give a crap lol.
Either you like me or you don't! Idk if this is what happens when you get into your 30's or what lol, but I've just given up the "struggle" and have decided to focus on MYSELF first.
I feel SO much more OPEN to what is in store, because I'm no longer trying to control things. I'm letting a man be a man and allowing him to show me where his interest lies. I'll be sweet, playful, feminine, mysterious, and alluring, but I'm NOT going to be initiating things, trying to act pressed to be up in his face, etc.
Those days are gone. I found that for ME, it just doesn't work.
Now, I'm not saying that chasing doesn't work for SOME women. It does!!
But I've realized that I'm just not one of those women that it works for lol. It's a tough pill to swallow, but I have made peace with the fact that I'm just not one of those women who can chase a man and end up in a long-term serious relationship/marriage. It just hasn't worked for me. Plus, I want a MASCULINE man. I don't think I could have as much respect for a man if I did all the work in pursuing him. Even if I did end up w/him I think it sets the tone for the rest of the relationship.
It may take a long time for me to end up w/someone, but I'd rather live this way than the way I
was living. I wouldn't trade the self-confidence, peace w/myself, and happy energy that I have now for anything in the world.