barbiesocialite
Well-Known Member
I'm the first born, first grand child, first everything. That's in my personal life. In every group I've been in I've risen to the leader. This started from pre-school or even before then. For example at age 4, at our graduation, I had the most solos and for our sports I was the leader of my group.
It can exhausting and maybe monotonous.
In my romantic relationships, I prefer the guy to take the lead role. Make the decisions, don't need any massive cheer leading and encouragement and basically take care of me. Takes care of me while I go out and conquer the world lol. I would be a good submissive wife I think, which is interesting given my innate personality.
I'm all of those things as well.
Submission starts at home and in the here & now.
Submit. submit in your friendships, family relationships and romantic relationship. I submit. I submit so I can have the power. I play the victim so I can be the puppetmaster.
Not sure if you've ever seen me in an e-debate, but I submit so I can win.
On the flipside, as an alpha I don't need my ego stroked. I stroke my own. Betas do. Being with an alpha, you will get no brownie points for being submissive because nothing you can do personally will sincerely affect the quality of their life (in their minds). Either they are already happy or not.