2012 Relationship Random Thoughts.... Part III

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OMG!!! I'm sooooo excited! I get to see my honey tomorrow!!! :heart: He got stationed in Maryland and i'm flying out in the morning.....haven't seen him in a couple months...i can't wait!:grin: He has a lot of stuff planned for us!!! I'll be going to NY for the first time!!! Caribbean festivalllll!!! woot woot...

I should finish packing instead of being on here.....it's hella late....:drunk:
 
On my way home. Planned to stay for a while but there's too many damn spiders in his house :crazy: Miss my baby already but I don't play with that stuff when they get in the bedroom.
I feel loved.
 
So he had to go to court today. I text him good luck & all that other good stuff. He finally replied "had my day, all bad but good" I'll be stopping by the store to pick up a bottle before I go over there. :look:
 
I can't believe he called me from his BFF's bachelor party last week! If his friends hadn't started making whip noises in the back, I'd have thought he was just listening to music in the car. WOW! He left shortly after and took me dancing. I'm guessing he likes me more than a little. :grin:

3 days without him so far, miss him lots. I am happy he is having fun. LOL @ his mom for bringing 5 pair of high heels to DISNEY LAND! At least he bought he bought her some flats.

It makes me happy when I see/hear of happy couples. Everyone deserves to be loved if they so choose to be in a relationship.
 
His bday is tomorrow! Headed down for the long weekend, I guess. He suggested I start moving some of my stuff down. This is getting so real.
 
Ninja is over here quoting langston hughes. Im impressed. (I really should stop judging people :look:) anyways i only had a three hour window in which we went to see a movie and ate. I promised to kick his butt in bowling next week. I think i like him. ... sigh
 
I'm having a lot of anxiety about moving and he doesn't seem to understand. I'm going to lay it all out for him tonight and see how he responds.
 
I don't know how to get back to that place where he was my joy and the most important person in my life after my mom... When I think of him now, it's totally different. Still love, but not the kind that makes me melt. Ugh. :sad:

Sent from my iPad using LHCF...if only it would stop correcting what I write.
 
Nigg* said he don't smoke, I just saw a picture of him smoking hookah! Lord have mercy, another one bites the dust! Wonder if I should call him out on it when he hits me up again.
 
Nigg* said he don't smoke, I just saw a picture of him smoking hookah! Lord have mercy, another one bites the dust! Wonder if I should call him out on it when he hits me up again.

most ppl don't put shisha in the same category as weed or cigs. at least, idk anyone who does.
 
WELP. i knew dating my roommate's cousin could be a problem. tell me why he mentions he plans to hang out here this weekend since he hasn't seen his cousin for a minute. and i'm like, "...when?". :lol: b/c new guy & i have not-yet-finalized plans for the weekend and i don't think having them both in my place at the same time is a good idea for anyone (clearly everything is unofficial but still, bad business).

but at least now i know and can make things workout the way i want them to (hopefully and not so obviously).

:popcorn: tbh
 
Girl you choosing to sleep with him w/out condoms when he ain't yo man...then get frantic when you see a condom in his garbage :rolleyes: hustling backwards.
 
He said I didn't give him a chance or try to explain my feelings before assuming he wouldn't understand them. He's right. So I went on and on about my fears and anxieties. He was very understanding and gave me some good advice. I guess it's hard for me to believe he's really changed from the guy who would just be like "oh, that sucks" or just make light of it. I need to stop selling him short I guess.
 
Someone I had considered my best friend and that betrayed me wrote me today and apologized. I appreciate her doing that and I did miss her but I dont know if I can ever trust her again.
 
I fear I may have to pull some baby mama drama. 2nd week in a row he's put off his visitation with dd. There's always a 'good' reason...
 
He is keeping his eyes on the prize------that would be me! :trophy:

He has always been a great guy to me, but since he took his daughter home and returned last Sunday, he has been even greater. :dinner:
 
I told him months ago I wanted to trade in my car & for him to be my mouth piece. But I always put it off :look:
Again last night I suggested we go today/this weekend. He called & said that we was waiting on me so we can go looking...I'm still in bed......maybe tomorrow :look:
 
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all that time talking makes me feel much closer to him than maybe i should. i feel like he is the same way. i keep reminding myself to slow my roll and chill out. we've been on two dates at this point! ack!

:spinning:

& i told him i wanted to see his side of town, so the cousin thing is a non-issue (we were originally going to swim over here. :lol: "swimming" is my new i-want-to-check-out-your-body activity). idk what i'm going to do with the cousin. clearly my interest has tanked but i haven't seen him (literally looked at him in person) for a while so that's probably why. i'll be like "oh wait..." next time he comes around i bet :look: :lachen:

get it together!
 
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