You right. I go back and forth between focusing on myself/having fun and being laser focused on finding someone to be in a relationship with. The latter makes dating so much less fun and causes unnecessary stress. I think I'm permanently on my ho ish now. "Pinky ring til I get a wedding ring"
For some reason your post reminded me of something that happened a few weeks ago. I was supposed to meet this younger guy off of bumble one evening after work. We'd already confirmed the place and time the day of, spoken like 2 hours before and said we'd let each other know when we were on our way, etc.
I'm finishing up getting ready and telling him I'm about to leave, he says he wants to change the location. Ok. To where. He says we can go to one of our apartments or we can cancel
Now why are those the only two choices??
When I expressed my annoyance, he said something to the effect of "If this is the way you're going to act, you can lose my number. You act like we can't meet up any time." I told him his number was never saved and that he didn't have to worry about us meeting up. Then told him I was taking myself out and to enjoy his night.
I took myself out to dinner and had a great time. Guess who blew up my phone all night
I guess dude seriously thought I was going to beg him to not cut me off or ? Boy bye. I was dressed up and fine, I went out and had a good time regardless