I think it's because in the past, dudes have seemingly fallen in love with me quickly...and then clearly they fall out of love because I'm still single. Dude just met me in person for the first time yesterday and today he's sending me a message saying he misses me. I prefer a slow burn rather than something that will fizzle out quicklyI think it's possible to be treated very well (like a queen) without being uncomfortable with the intensity or pace of things. Maybe there's more to the story here but if you feel like the situation is a bit overwhelming already that intuition is valid and doesn't mean you want less for yourself.
But I also admit that me being single for so long and having such awful dating experiences these past few years has me a bit guarded. I'm trying to get rid of the wall that I've put up and let myself open up and be treated like a queen, because that is really what I truly want