SurferBabe
Well-Known Member
Crush bae is causing me anxiety. He planned a trip to London to see some chick before we started hanging out. He told me and I appreciate it but it pisses me off.
I have no right to be pissed but it’s just how I feel. I’d rather him leave me alone than wait for him to come back and be in love or conflicted. I want him to just leave me out of the equation even though I’m prematurely in luh with him.
He’s so level headed and patient that I want to slap him! Ugh! I’m just gonna go out with the fine ass dude I’ve know since middle school and waste my time letting him treat me like a quain.
Maybe when I sober up I’ll have a better hold on things. Right now I hate his guts.
Ugh. That's annoying. But you never know. You might mess around and get swept off your feet by someone else while he's away. That's the risk he's taking.