Damaris.Elle
Well-Known Member
So yesterday I met up with my ex and completely ended things with him. Talking to and seeing other dudes behind his back while we were supposed to be working things out and doing things to mentally mess with him was kind of fun for a while, but I can't handle messiness in my life for too long. He cheated on me and it broke my heart more than anything else I've ever experienced so I felt like (still kind of feel like) he deserved to have his mind ****ed with and get cheated on back. But, after reflecting on things I feel like even though I've been having fun re-connecting with people and going out for the past month, I've kind of been in a 'dark' and negative mind space because I've been trying to get back at my ex for what he's done.
I'm not completely discounting the possibility of us getting back together in the future, but as of right now, I don't think it's mentally healthy for us to keep seeing each other.
I'm not completely discounting the possibility of us getting back together in the future, but as of right now, I don't think it's mentally healthy for us to keep seeing each other.