That's what I was thinking as well, when he was over at my house and asked me if I wanted to talk about it, it was like he was waiting for me to give him the green light that what he was doing was OK and I'll wait around while he figures it out.
If he would've been a man and opened up and discussed his struggles from jump then we could've worked through it. He really was never the same after I checked him about that card though, so I think it was a lot more than just his job and what was going on with his family.
wow. I just found and read the 'card' post. (b/c I didn't know what you were talking about)
my $0.02 =
you dodged a bullet. he's full of games. gamesmanship. his beahvior is manipulative, controlling, abusive and you don't deserve that. it can wreak havoc and take years and much money to recover from getting in too deep with a person like that.
1. you can't tell me he didn't put that card there for you to see. your post said 'last week' you saw it, and that was in August, ...who keeps Vday cards up in august? not even when you're in a relationship do you do that. and Men? they really don't. if he needs a "pop of color" in his life, he can have a blue and purple eye.
2. he didn't talk about his struggles with you because he couldn't do it with honesty (the struggle is juggling multiple women) so instead, he asked for permission to be distant, inconsiderate, rude, etc.
i've learned the hard way that some men try to 'test' women to see how much they can get away with. a dog will run to the end of his leash. seems unfair, but it seems like lots of men these days are more interested in being with a woman who is blind to their ways, or women they can manipulate easier.
that mess with the card is cruel, and seems to me to be intentional. I don't know why he did that - if he was trying to get you to break up with him, or if he wanted to test your boundaries, but healthy people don't need to do either.
I experienced that with my ex. he left an open condom wrapper in the doorway and we stopped by his place on the way to the movies to pick up his phone charger. He told me the wrapper was mine. I had an IUD at the time, and he had been coming to my place. for about a month I hadn't been over to his place. that wrapper was NOT mine and I resented that he thought I was dumb enough to agree with that lie. I picked it up, walked it over to him, placed it in his hand, and walked out. I didn't say anything because i was in shock and couldn't. To this day I believe that he set that whole thing up. A different day i washed my hands in his sink, dried my hands on a paper towel, and when I went to throw the towel away saw a pair of women's jeans in the trash just sitting there. like clear as day- one leg over the side of the trash bin, almost like they were laid there to dry. and he had the nerve to say "you were looking through my trash". no i wasn't! I think they all get this crap from the same playbook, I just don't know what the point is??? Then they always say something to the effect of we broke up with THEM. or WE wont' take THEIR calls. Or WE are being cold. no, you ended the relationship when you cheated. In some sick way it seems like they think they are testing devotion. I dont want a man like that.