ok the world just collapsed.
I met an Asian man I'd actually f...
unfortunately he's a coworker and married so is 200% off limits. sigh...
I like it. And you can go from day to night if the date runs longer.I was thinking about wearing this for a day date tomorrow. White is so bright, but I don't have anything else to wear.
@movingforward13 congratulations on all the big moves. Don't go to law school. Don't do it. Lol
Update: so I asked to reschedule the date as I was exhausted and had a big night scheduled the following day (planning bffs hens night). He insisted on seeing me and came over with wine, cheese olives and dips (all my faves and I swear I had not told him) and we sat and talked till midnight. And a teddy bear that he insisted be named after him. What made me lol was that he said he spent hours looking for a unicorn but couldn't find one so got the teddy bear. This is a white boy who knows nothing about LHCF unicorns so I don't even know how he is getting it so right. I'm looking forward to this trip because I need to get away from this man before I get attached again!
I'm hating because I don't have the desire to do it. lol Undergrad is paid off for me and I still can't justify spending that kinda money. I like law. But I don't think I want to be an attorney and I'm almost done feeling bad about it. I feel bad about it mainly because the way I've done things law school is the obvious next step and everyone is looking at me like what are you waiting for? Like I'm an idiot or something for not taking the next step. If you really want to do it, go for it! It would be a great accomplishment!
It was always a big dream of mine ever since I was 18 but back then I didn't think I was smart enough to go. Plus I had a baby super young and didn't have help. Then I fell in love and put that over my grind so now I am playing professional catch up.
I won't do it now (for many reasons)---- but if these student loans get paid off sooner than later - I can't make no promises before I hit 40. I will feel educationally complete with the JD and would already be "practicing" in my field (taxes and extending that to divorces and helping women get their fair share). It wouldn't be a waste but I cannot take on the loans right now... sigh Ok putting it out my mind now
A relative of mine has been going through something personal (and hopefully not too serious) with her SO. She was venting to me and I basically told her how to speak to him to get what she wants out of him (no manipulation as this is a serious issue affecting both of them) using some communication techniques from the relationship gurus I am learning from. I stressed no nagging or saying anything negative that would cause him to feel the need to become defensive.
I told her how to let him know how his needed action would make her happy and how it would provide extreme improvements in their relationship.
She texted me minutes later and told me she thinks it is working because he broke down emotionally and she has never seen this. I'm praying things work out in the end.
You were right, he was a bit mad though.If it's really that serious you can always check your phone records for incoming and outgoing text messages. You won't be able to see the text messages but you can see the number if you know the date and approximate time. My bill shows everything.
Edit - I am not encouraging you seeking a man out in this way. If he's interested I'm sure he'll be in touch.
Update:
It worked! He's taking the necessary action now!!!! It worked faster than I thought it would (about an hour) He is determined to make her happy.
Keeping them in my prayers.
OAN: I wish I learned these communication skills when I was younger.
All the ones that get talked about in the relationship forum, includingWhat guru and what skills?
You were right, he was a bit mad though.
What kind of questions do you be asking? *gets ready to take notes*
See. He was probably thinking I know she liked me so what happened to her? A simple mistake of accidentally deleting his number should be easily forgiven. So when y'all going out?You were right, he was a bit mad though.
Further update: Nope. Should have stayed gone and I just told him so.
I have peace of mind and control of the narrative that is my life. Peace of mind is #1 in my book.
It was a great feeling to be comfortable with my own company and not "need" someone to be happy or have fun. It's quite empowering actually. It's even gotten to a point that I prefer to travel or attend events solo because I know I will always have a wonderful time guaranteed. When I went out on dates, the one thing I consider is if I can see this person as someone who I was OK allowing into my life and shaking up my daily routine. If I was out with someone and all I can think about is getting back to my DVRed reality TV shows, they ain't the one.
So the biggest changes I felt was that I have no anxiety in trying to find a man. It also helped me be more selective in what I looked for in a man. If I met him, wonderful! If not, then I was still living my best life. Hope that makes sense and answered your question @hopeful
He planned a weekend away for this weekend. I realised that if I was dreading spending 48 hours with a self absorbed ******* no way could I spend the rest of my life with him. Sorry for the short response I typed all the details out and my phone froze and they dissapeared.What happened?
He planned a weekend away for this weekend. I realised that if I was dreading spending 48 hours with a self absorbed ******* no way could I spend the rest of my life with him. Sorry for the short response I typed all the details out and my phone froze and they dissapeared.
ETA: and he again said I will never find anyone. Ok. I'm fine by myself.
CharmingMy childhood friend's baby brother told me today not to worry because if I can't find anyone, him and I could just make a baby together.
Smh Childish. And abusive. It sounds stupid but men say things like this in the hopes that your self esteem is such trash you'll accept whatever nonsense they're doling out. This being the 2nd time you've dumped him, he shouldn't have even tried it.He planned a weekend away for this weekend. I realised that if I was dreading spending 48 hours with a self absorbed ******* no way could I spend the rest of my life with him. Sorry for the short response I typed all the details out and my phone froze and they dissapeared.
ETA: and he again said I will never find anyone. Ok. I'm fine by myself.
Yes, that is very helpful. Especially the bolded. Thank you. Have you noticed that when you operate this way in the world that it makes other people, especially women, uncomfortable? I've noticed that some people seem uncomfortable with women who make themselves, instead of men or their children, the center of their universe. It is a much happier, more peaceful, and safer way to live. I think you attract more men when you are male-centered, and attract fewer but higher quality men when you are self-focused.
We are whole and complete with or without a boyfriend or husband. As one lady posted awhile back, we are the cake -- rich, moist, delicious, satisfying -- men are the icing. Cake is enough. Cake is wonderful! It is the foundation.
There is nothing like being in charge of your life, taking good care of yourself, and being cautious about who you let into your world. We wouldn't let just anyone into our home, so why would we allow just anyone access to our bodies, emotions, and hearts without serious vetting?
At first bolded: I haven't really noticed if folks are uncomfortable around me. I don't think so or sense it. Or maybe I am just oblivious to it since I'm doing my own thing. I have been called selfish a couple of times though when folks find out I don't have/want kids and am living my life and traveling the world with no one's input.
At second bolded: I eat cake for the icing. I love icing!! I am a huge fan of that edge piece with all that extra icing. Maybe that's why I had a issue for so many years. But the analogy makes sense. You can eat cake and enjoy fully (if prepared well with tasty ingredients) without icing. Icing is extra...a bonus...
You know how many TIMES I have heard that. Usually coming from men that hate that I am rejecting them. He is just mad. Give him the finger.ETA: and he again said I will never find anyone.
So sweet! He offered a backup plan awwwwwwwMy childhood friend's baby brother told me today not to worry because if I can't find anyone, him and I could just make a baby together.