DarkJoy
Bent. Not Broken.
Feeling a little disillusioned myself over one aspect of my life. The damn job.
I had hoped to long gone by now. Last Thursday and Friday getting home w DD in tow (the fancy camp remember?) took a disgusting 2.5 hrs Thursday and 2.0 hrs Friday Do you know what we could've done in that time? Gone out to dinner, had a friend over, gone to the gym AND had dinner. It's sick when 6 mi adds over half an hour to a drive.
Poor child was so through. couldn't entice her to do anything on the weekend besides eat and shower. She's only 11! No wonder I feel run down and "lazy" on the weekends. Heavy commuting sucks away your life and sucks the life out of you simultaneously.
I've been actively working with several (about 4) recruiters and theres literally nothing in my particular area of expertise on this coast right now.
I'm seriously considering changing specialities or career just to have a life. It's been 10 straight years like this. I'm done. It's a real act of restraint to not just quit and hope for a job later.
Other than kid and work there's no way I can reasonable fit in a social life, including a serious romantic relationship. The time and energy just isn't there.
Pray for me y'all. Pray something close to home comes this month.
I had hoped to long gone by now. Last Thursday and Friday getting home w DD in tow (the fancy camp remember?) took a disgusting 2.5 hrs Thursday and 2.0 hrs Friday Do you know what we could've done in that time? Gone out to dinner, had a friend over, gone to the gym AND had dinner. It's sick when 6 mi adds over half an hour to a drive.
Poor child was so through. couldn't entice her to do anything on the weekend besides eat and shower. She's only 11! No wonder I feel run down and "lazy" on the weekends. Heavy commuting sucks away your life and sucks the life out of you simultaneously.
I've been actively working with several (about 4) recruiters and theres literally nothing in my particular area of expertise on this coast right now.
I'm seriously considering changing specialities or career just to have a life. It's been 10 straight years like this. I'm done. It's a real act of restraint to not just quit and hope for a job later.
Other than kid and work there's no way I can reasonable fit in a social life, including a serious romantic relationship. The time and energy just isn't there.
Pray for me y'all. Pray something close to home comes this month.