I got the ILY. About a week ago. I haven't had time to measure the impact. I just said, " of course, you do," flirtatously. He said, "you make it kinda hard not to love you."
COLD BLOODED lol. He still calls everyday, see each other pretty much all week. I still haven't opted to move forward, so yall will have to deal with me lol.
I just been really busy. I have my Architecture midterms next week and a bit of self care. I just close myself off for so long, I am not used to interacting with "humans." I see "people", talk to people, have people on social media, but sometimes I forget about the humanity of folks because I get so self absorbed in my own and my circle.
I am TRYING y'all. I am a legit nice person. I am always protected, but if I have to come out of my element, it is a wrap. There is a resentment in the air. The contract was due to end this month anyway, but some people choose to believe I had a hand in it. No, that situation disolved naturally. I did not TAKE Jah from Birdie. She never had him. I wish I had that type of influence and maybe I do but I held no weapon to anyone's head.
I am assuming, but the fear is if Jah excels after leaving, the rest of the roster would switch over to his management. To my understanding, people have not been getting paid for gigs and the top acts in the firm never headline and, after a year, they should be beyond that, after 3 months really. So here comes the emotional manipulation.
The way she set up the artist pay structure, she did it based on venue bar tickets, meaning the management run an event and promise the venue x amount of sales in liquor revenue. The venue keeps door sales + whatever is promised for the bar ticket. If you do not make the bar ticket, management/ the artist has to recoup the venue for the deficit. Doing a strict bar ticket versus a 50 door split (that way the artist can cover bar tickets should it not break even) is something for emerging artist who are trying to build name recognition so don't mind putting in, not something you do a year into your contract. So the artist have to pay the venue and borrow from management (Birdie), because they have to pay for studio time, mixing, distribution, promotion, advertising and, of course, management. Nobody is making money and ethical issues happen.
Quality of the music is lacking, because there is no money. AND THAT IS THE PROBLEM WITH AUSTIN, FOLKS. Management sucks or they focus on promotions rather than A&R. Now everyone is "friends" and overlook the business side of things. She only had two top bills; that was Lady S and Jah. To compensate for the inevitable loss of Jah, she has formed her own group and I predict the other acts on her roster are going to suffer further as she tries to Beyonce herself out of a hole. SMH.
I asked if he made any promises to Birdie. Any romantic interest, anything. From my personal sparrows, I already verified there were none. She changed her hair color to a to similar to mine, and he is the talent coordinator for a festival so she shows up and starts filming she is there like a groupie. I got random people in my DMs (not really random, but associates being messy) like did you see it? She told him she loved him before and has as recent as Monday. That is really disrespectful at this point. We been together for 4 months now. I am not really out there like that. I am low key so I haven't had the opportunity to introduce myself. Well I did, but we saw what happened. She is a problem. Next weekend is a big thing because he didn't really have dates for events and I am the first big one for a couple of years. It is a big deal, so I have been told.
I already decided I will not get involved and I do not care to deal with that circle, good. I will not return the ILY, UNTIL. I have people protecting me. That is good. I can defend myself and am perfectly able, but people are compelled to help me, because I have warned, one I step out of character, it is a wrap. I am a Taurus, I have a long temper, but when it comes to that, I am messing up everything moving. I shouldn't have to even discuss defending myself, but I stay ready. Not physically. We are too old for that, but I collect/ keep information. I am not as naive as I act. I just rather be a damsel. That why when I read people, it cuts lol.