NinaShamone
N’Jadaka Baby Mama
@KammyGirl good on you for staying home today.
Mercury is in retrograde and I think everyone around me is nuts too.
Mercury is in retrograde and I think everyone around me is nuts too.
Lol either her son or my brother. Those two jokers also started following me recently on IG.Lol who made her an ig?
Is that why all has broken loose!!!!@KammyGirl good on you for staying home today.
Mercury is in retrograde and I think everyone around me is nuts too.
Is that why all has broken loose!!!!
I don't know why but I didn't realize y'all lived in NYC. The commute was a mess this morning.@KammyGirl good thing you stayed home today boo. All that stress would have been compounded with the horrible commute this morning. There was a "power outage" and all the trains were messed up. B is an idiot.
Horrible! But they didn't announce it until I was stuck between Chambers and Canal on the C train. Like come on announce it so I can get off and walk. I was stuck for 32 minutes.I don't know why but I didn't realize y'all lived in NYC. The commute was a mess this morning.
I would have had a heart attack. Luckily I found out when I was about to get on the D train. I just had to hop out with the mob and switch to the 4 at Yankee stadium.Horrible! But they didn't announce it until I was stuck between Chambers and Canal on the C train. Like come on announce it so I can get off and walk. I was stuck for 32 minutes.
I heard! I got the notification on my phone and then someone from work text me asking if I was there because she was stuck on the train and didn't know when she would be get in.@KammyGirl good thing you stayed home today boo. All that stress would have been compounded with the horrible commute this morning. There was a "power outage" and all the trains were messed up. B is an idiot.
This reminds me of a convo I had with the woman at work. She asked if I believed in karma. I said I wasn't sure because there are some people walking around doing awful things that never reap what they sow. I know plenty of perpetual cheaters with no incentive to change their ways when the women fight over them.Maybe Mercury retrograde can explain why I've been feeling bad these last couple of days. Ugh. And I was doing so well, too.
I'm still a little bitter about the situation with the guy who played me. He's a player and is rewarded with a revolving door of women who want him. Meanwhile, I'm still very single. What incentive do players have to change when being bad works so well for them?
I thought Karma was for afterlife, not immediate.This reminds me of a convo I had with the woman at work. She asked if I believed in karma. I said I wasn't sure because there are some people walking around doing awful things that never reap what they sow. I know plenty of perpetual cheaters with no incentive to change their ways when the women fight over them.
We talked about this though because her ex did her dirty. Like homeboy freaked out after 30 years of marriage asking for 3somes, cheating not coming home, got a little Vietnamese "massage therapist" moved her in the house and put the wife out. He pays the wife a hefty monthly sum and she works because she's bored. This lady owns an apartment on Wall Street and offered it to me for when I don't want to travel back to Brooklyn in bad weather. Lol And she owns an apartment on the Upper East Side. After a few years he now has terrible health, 2 heart surgeries, Vietnamese whore is draining his bank accounts and this woman thinks it's his karma. I'm not sure I believe that.
It is! You know I looked it up after speaking with her. Because people throw that around a lot ("s/he's suffering because they did xyz to so and so. Karma is a b****") So I wanted to know what it really meant. So 1. I don't agree that it's his karma and 2. I don't think I believe in it at all. IdkI thought Karma was for afterlife, not immediate.
May 3...When is this Mercury Retrograde crap over?
I need it to be soon. My crappy mood is starting to border on depression.
Awww sorry to hear!When is this Mercury Retrograde crap over?
I need it to be soon. My crappy mood is starting to border on depression.
When is this Mercury Retrograde crap over?
I need it to be soon. My crappy mood is starting to border on depression.
May 3...
Awww sorry to hear!
Crazy, nowadays I have been in higher spirits!
It helps to talk about it. Have you stood firm on cutting all contact with that guy?
Sis you can't be putting your hand in that fire over and over again and getting down when you get burned. Open up room for something positive to come into your life. Not just talking about a man.Ugh.
Thanks.
I messed around last Friday when I was drunk and text him (I'm cutting back on the liquor until I'm in a better frame of mind). He replied and I asked him if he was getting off work. He said he said "no, but I'm busy at the moment. Not trying to come across rude, can I hit you tomorrow". This was 10:30 at night, so of course, my mind is wandering. He never did text me back, but I knew I shouldn't have text him in the first place so I blocked him. Not that it matters, he probably won't ever try to contact me again.
So I guess it's the finality of everything that has me feeling this way. Like this really has to be it, I don't have a choice but to close this chapter for good and heal if I want to be open to finding someone else someday. Slipping up with him in January was a major setback and I don't think I realized just how much at the time.
Things are so quiet and the silence is deafening, if you know what I mean. Like I'm completely alone now. Not even just in terms of the opposite sex, I don't have any friends either. It's hard.
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Why me?! I just want something normal. Le sigh. No more responses to this guy.
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Why me?! I just want something normal. Le sigh. No more responses to this guy.
Sis you can't be putting your hand in that fire over and over again and getting down when you get burned. Open up room for something positive to come into your life. Not just talking about a man.
Why me?! I just want something normal. Le sigh. No more responses to this guy.
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I was going to post the exact same thing in response to @AnjelLuvsUBabe post. I would have cracked up reading that dumb ish.I'm sorry but
Big hug to you @MzLady78Ugh.
Thanks.
I messed around last Friday when I was drunk and text him (I'm cutting back on the liquor until I'm in a better frame of mind). He replied and I asked him if he was getting off work. He said he said "no, but I'm busy at the moment. Not trying to come across rude, can I hit you tomorrow". This was 10:30 at night, so of course, my mind is wandering. He never did text me back, but I knew I shouldn't have text him in the first place so I blocked him. Not that it matters, he probably won't ever try to contact me again.
So I guess it's the finality of everything that has me feeling this way. Like this really has to be it, I don't have a choice but to close this chapter for good and heal if I want to be open to finding someone else someday. Slipping up with him in January was a major setback and I don't think I realized just how much at the time.
Things are so quiet and the silence is deafening, if you know what I mean. Like I'm completely alone now. Not even just in terms of the opposite sex, I don't have any friends either. It's hard.
Ugh.
Thanks.
I messed around last Friday when I was drunk and text him (I'm cutting back on the liquor until I'm in a better frame of mind). He replied and I asked him if he was getting off work. He said he said "no, but I'm busy at the moment. Not trying to come across rude, can I hit you tomorrow". This was 10:30 at night, so of course, my mind is wandering. He never did text me back, but I knew I shouldn't have text him in the first place so I blocked him. Not that it matters, he probably won't ever try to contact me again.
So I guess it's the finality of everything that has me feeling this way. Like this really has to be it, I don't have a choice but to close this chapter for good and heal if I want to be open to finding someone else someday. Slipping up with him in January was a major setback and I don't think I realized just how much at the time.
Things are so quiet and the silence is deafening, if you know what I mean. Like I'm completely alone now. Not even just in terms of the opposite sex, I don't have any friends either. It's hard.