I thought paint was a code word for sex. Until I saw you really meant paintSo we spent the WHOLE weekend together and didn't kill each other. So I guess it's official
We did paint night and had so much fun. I talked to a few of his friends and they asked what kind of voodoo I was using on him cause he's a thug and doesn't do stuff like painting! And I got video so I could use it against him later and show to his boys.......we really had a great time.
I thought pain was a code word for sex. Until I saw you really meant paint
I think you aren't doing anything wrong. What's best for you could change later. And don't let anyone tell you different. I feel the same way about your last paragraph. Moving on!!!! I don't have time to waste. I'm too old now!Rant: (Random Thoughts)
I need to start documenting my trysts, so I can get feedback about certain things. At times, I feel like a Spartan then back to Basic behavior after a few... Let me revisit MDLWLY!!!
I truly need to do better at vetting, but what does that entail... I give out number way to often, because I hardly check dating sites, so if we communicate back and forth its easier to give number, but now I have a ton of text pals.
Maybe I am too patient, or not patient enough. I feel like texting back and forth, no calls after a week, no meetup after 2 weeks is wasting time, especially in same area.
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I need to start documenting my trysts, so I can get feedback about certain things. At times, I feel like a Spartan then back to Basic behavior after a few... Let me revisit MDLWLY!!!
I truly need to do better at vetting, but what does that entail... I give out number way to often, because I hardly check dating sites, so if we communicate back and forth its easier to give number, but now I have a ton of text pals.
Maybe I am too patient, or not patient enough. I feel like texting back and forth, no calls after a week, no meetup after 2 weeks is wasting time, especially in same area.
You're crazy as hell...and I like itit was disgusting. I've always liked gagging on it but I guess I was full this time I felt it come up and thought oh ****, I don't want to *** the bed up! Cuz it felt like a lot lmao. So I just swallowed it
After, I told him and asked him if he felt the vomit lol. He did not lol.
Yea I am figuring that, I need to get out more, gotta force self as I literally walk to and from work...I think finding guys elsewhere would help in your case. I absolutely do not do street dudes. Too random with no rapport. Although this could change because there are exceptions to the rule, right?
Online dating is not my first choice, but this is why I prefer Okcupid over the rest. You get a writing sample and you get their stats up front. Kids? Yes or no. Divorcee? Yes or no. Employed? Doing what? Do you have a life/Hobbies.
You don't have to start from scratch because allll of that basic **** is covered and you can start your conversation with some kind of substance. (see? You'll know quickly if he has substance)
If online isn't your thing, try something else. There are different ways of meeting men. For example, get a hobby or try hanging at a venue that you don't frequent. Go with a friend or alone.
I wish I could cuss him out for you! But you know what, enjoy that nice hotel room on his dime and have some fun while you're there.So this is about to be a wrap. Y'all can go on ahead and say "I told you".
I'm leaving Saturday and we're hanging on by a thread. According to him, all I do is complain. I mentioned a few posts back that communication had dropped off again. He used to text me before I even got out the bed. Now it'll be 9:00, I'm at work and I'll have to hit him. He'll respond and then I won't hear from him for the rest of the day. After 2 days in a row of this, I said something about it, hence the "all you do is complain". Was the same thing yesterday so I asked if he honestly still wanted to see me and that if not, I could make other arrangements. He asks what kind of statement is that, says that I'm full of drama and if I feel like I need to make other arrangements, feel free to do so. I'm like damn, I'm just asking cuz you're barely speaking to me.
I told him yesterday, I'm not gonna feel bad about wanting attention. But he doesn't wanna give it (he says he never said he didn't) and I'm not gonna beg for it. He's doing that typical guy BS- start off one way, then switch up and wonder why I'm frustrated and try to make it seem like I'm in the wrong.
I'm just gonna leave him be until Saturday, and make the best of the trip. He'll be working and I'm in a more central location this time, I don't need him to drive me around. By the time I leave, he'll be getting ready for his cruise and we can both go on with our lives from there. I'm not feeling any particular way about it. I'll just do things differently if there's a next time.
I wish I could cuss him out for you! But you know what, enjoy that nice hotel room on his dime and have some fun while you're there.
Don't compromise. Classic dude behavior to make you think like what you are asking for is wrong....or too much. Then move your ass out of the way so I can get it from someone else!I mean, am I wrong? Like, I get that this wasn't supposed to be some great love affair, but WTF? Even the worst dudes I've dealt with would hit me up and ask about my day, how's work going, etc. In general, take SOME interest in me and my life. You say like 3 sentences to me in 2 days, but are surprised that I'm wondering if you actually want to see me and try to make me out to be some kind of drama queen? I don't know. I guess my vision of how this would go is very different from his.
It's like old dude 2.0 and I can't do it. I won't do it.
I mean, am I wrong? Like, I get that this wasn't supposed to be some great love affair, but WTF? Even the worst dudes I've dealt with would hit me up and ask about my day, how's work going, etc. In general, take SOME interest in me and my life. You say like 3 sentences to me in 2 days, but are surprised that I'm wondering if you actually want to see me and try to make me out to be some kind of drama queen? I don't know. I guess my vision of how this would go is very different from his.
It's like old dude 2.0 and I can't do it. I won't do it.
I would ditch him on the trip. Ignore ignore ignore.I mean, am I wrong? Like, I get that this wasn't supposed to be some great love affair, but WTF? Even the worst dudes I've dealt with would hit me up and ask about my day, how's work going, etc. In general, take SOME interest in me and my life. You say like 3 sentences to me in 2 days, but are surprised that I'm wondering if you actually want to see me and try to make me out to be some kind of drama queen? I don't know. I guess my vision of how this would go is very different from his.
It's like old dude 2.0 and I can't do it. I won't do it.
I'm really not sure "hey, thanks for paying for the room, but no, you can't see me" is a smart move. I'm not at all comfortable with that.
And no, I don't have the money to just pay him for it before anyone asks.
He just needs to cancel the res and suck it up if any fees. Not your problem. I wouldn't go if I were you. Alone, to a place with no friends, and a ticked off guy? Nope. Not me, not I. I'd just cancel all together with no explanation. I'd say I won't be coming after all. Good bye. Block. JMHO.
I do kinda understand this. But you don't really have to respond at all if you're planning on going. Same way he's been doing.I'm really not sure "hey, thanks for paying for the room, but no, you can't see me" is a smart move. I'm not at all comfortable with that.
And no, I don't have the money to just pay him for it before anyone asks.
I wouldnt go back to the island to see him either. Mzlady is it too late to switch your plane ticket and go somewhere else? He shouldve just stayed a fling. Aint no way im gonna go alllllll the way to another country to see a man who is barely speaking to me and not retuning texts. Nah. Thats precious time u could be finding someone else.
If u do go i wouldnt make too much of an effort to see him. A hi and bye. And leave it at that. Go find u someone else
I can't change my ticket without incurring a bunch of fees, and then there's still the issue of lodging.
The bolded is pretty much how I was feeling. Him aside, I've been looking forward to this trip and actually want to go, I think that fact is getting lost here. I'm not letting him ruin my weekend.
I think I'm the only one that thinks you should go. Lol But that's because I remember you said you were excited for this trip and it didn't have much to do with him. Enjoy that trip, the hotel and do all the things you didn't get to do the first time.I can't change my ticket without incurring a bunch of fees, and then there's still the issue of lodging.
The bolded is pretty much how I was feeling. Him aside, I've been looking forward to this trip and actually want to go, I think that fact is getting lost here. I'm not letting him ruin my weekend.
You think so...about him acting crazy? From what MzLady78 has told us he doesn't seem crazy. Just lazy, rude and maybe a bit disinterested??? I do know there is always the possibility for anything to go wrong. The lodging does concern me a bit though I won't lie.It's not lost on us. We are thinking about you and your safety. And your happiness. You also don't seem to have the funds to pay for alternative lodging. That way you could stay wherever, far away from him. But you are counting on lodging he says he has acquired for you. How can you be sure he will keep that promise? Once you blow him off a bit, he may pull the plug. We just want you safe and happy that is all.
And best believe when you get there he will act crazy. Either lay it on thick then cool off again or completely ignore you or cancel the reservations. So much could go wrong.