The relationship forum has been an interesting place for me the last few weeks or so. It seems like there have been a lot of posts about guys acting up, which isn't really helping my "men ain't crap" state of mind right now. But then I read stuff like ArcticFemme's last few posts and I feel empowered. I messed around and reopened a door that I should have kept closed, thinking things could be different this time because certain circumstances had changed. I quickly realized that things can't be different when the person remains the same. So once again, I find myself walking away from this person- for good this time.
Between this and my ruined friendship with my ex, my heart is feeling really heavy right now. Throw in my health issues and I'm feeling like a mess not just emotionally, but physically as well. My temper is short and I'm angry more often than I like. This time next week, I'll be on my way to Turks and Caicos, and I'm really hoping the time away relaxes and refreshes me. I'm a little concerned about my trip being ruined because of my health problems.
Anyway, I'm rambling but I could use some positive vibes and prayers, if you feel so inclined.