I'm cutting 1-2inches off of my hair this week. Lots of single strand knots, split ends, unevenness, and tangles. Just bought some Camille Rose and Mielle Organics products. Need to buy some shears tomorrow.
I let him do something he's always wanted to do. He looked like he was gonna cry
this has to do with sex..and I wanted him to do it, too
We had tentatively agreed to go to my friends party together. Then 1 of his good friends announced a party -_- it was his birthday -_- so then he wanted to go to that. I was very upset and we had many discussions about it. ...I think I'm pretty much done being petty
For example, he wanted me to help him wrap Christmas gifts and I had agreed. But after that^^, I told him he could wrap his own damn presents. etc etc
Another thing that has pissed me off lately. He sometimes makes *******-ish comments when he does something nice for me. Example: "I was gonna get your stupid car washed today", "I got you these dumb tide pods" (I guess he got tired of me stealing from him and is just buying them for me now lmao). And it's only when he does stuff that he's thought of, stuff I don't ask him to do. So I'm like what's your problem? I'm always very very visibly happy and grateful when you do nice stuff, so why do you have an attitude? If you don't want to do it, then don't, *** your generosity. He apologized and acknowledged that he does that and that he has a problem lol. After a bit of of beating over the head. Cuz at first he didn't understand why it was such a problem if he's still doing the stuff: that the actions should outweigh his words. Well, it don't bruh. He said that when he'd do nice stuff for his ex, she would be like 'oh ok' (lmaooo) and he guesses it's just a coping mechanism to make him feel like it's not a big deal if no appreciation is shown. I empathized, and said "but you really need to stop". He said he would and that he wasn't trying to make excuses lol.
While we were having one of our talks (not one of those^^, just a general one) he asked me if I could see myself being with him forever? And that he absolutely could see it, but I'm 'hard to read' sometimes -___- it's because I'm not a sap, like him lol.
When I spend the night at his house during the week, he goes to bed first. If his living room is so messy it's getting on my nerves, I'll push stuff against the wall to make it look better lol. In the mornings, he always comes back upstairs to say thanks before he leaves
Romantic crap on TV is getting to be unbearable for me now. It was bad before, but it's getting worse. I thought I would be able to watch chick flicks as I got older. But PDA literally repulses me.