So... I just cut the guy I wasn't too interested in off. I was rather mean... he has been asking for the last three weeks to get together. I have been telling him I am busy and was hoping he would get the message. He didn't... or did but wanted to keep trying.
So he asked me what I was doing this weekend and I told him that I had a date with someone I met on match.com and to wish me luck...
Hopefully that did the trick.
But then I sat myself down and thought about it--- I say I want to be married but all the men that are serious about marriage (getting married soon, etc.) I am turning them down. But I am not attracted to them. Like I would find every reason not to have sex....
This guy checks most of the boxes- gainfully employed, educated, height, seems very responsible and caring... but I am not attracted physically or mentally. I can't even fake the chemistry in hopes to make it... there is nothing there. Why force it.