movingforward13
I do what I want...
Lee has really been stepping up... I am loving the actions from him lately....
I bounce back and forth between "I really can't be bothered"/"If I was going to be married, I should've done it EARLY, like 22-25, because I have better things to do now"/"Being coupled up + kids means I can't be selfish...to hell with that..."/"Dating is a chore and I'm tired of it"
and
"The rent is too damn high. I need a sponsor"/"I need someone to take me ___ and pay for it"/"I need a kid or two that I put in cheerleading and pageants"
Whooooooaaa! On purpose?I realized two things: I will be 40 next month and that I haven't had sex at all in my 30s. I mastrabated, but I haven't experienced a touch of a man at all.
I think I just depressed the hayel out of myself. Oh well! Off to rememdy my issue.
Whooooooaaa! On purpose?
I bounce back and forth between "I really can't be bothered"/"If I was going to be married, I should've done it EARLY, like 22-25, because I have better things to do now"/"Being coupled up + kids means I can't be selfish...to hell with that..."/"Dating is a chore and I'm tired of it"
and
"The rent is too damn high. I need a sponsor"/"I need someone to take me ___ and pay for it"/"I need a kid or two that I put in cheerleading and pageants"
Sadly, I really dont know. I think I wanted to wait for marriage. But in the same token I thought I would've been married by now.
Did you date at all?
One date and one kiss. The men that were interested in my were subpar.
Yeah! You see why I feel the way I do. I'm ready to say goodbye to my 30s. 40 is going to be awesome!
Claiming it for ya!! You got to end that drought.
Wooo hooo!He bought my cruise ticket so now I guess I'm definitely going lol
This. I love not having to ask. Give me because you care for me, know that I have a need, want to make me happy. Not necessarily gifts - anything you see I need - like money toward the rent, money for groceries, getting me a massage, surprise me and take me out, focus on me for a day, etc. Lee been stepping up major in those ways.without me having to ask first
You ain't wrong. If the Jews of all people are supporting their man, we got a problem. Studies, therapy, self-help books get these men back on the right track! I'm too poor to be supporting a man!Babe bought me a small random gift without me having to ask first this is a huge step for him/us it was thoughtful, too, cuz it's something I'd mentioned to him and he knew I'd like oh, how they grow so fast lmao.
One of my old coworker-friends recently got engaged. Another wedding next year! that makes 3 so far!
Ok quick, humorous back story on the newly engaged couple. They're white, she's Jewish. We were talking about money recently and I joked that I needed it more than her, cuz she's a 2 person household, and I'm just 1. Well, she comes back with: her fiance owes her $5k. I said what when how why? She says "just expenses over the past few years. He pays me a fixed amount since I pay for everything and what he pays is generally not enough. And then I paid more for the house (they bought a house together a few years ago) and scout (their dog). And I helped him buy his new car"
Yall. Now, I knew regular degular white people were ratchet and horrible but the jews?! c'lawwwwwwwd if it ain't no hope for the jews, WHAT IN TARNATION ARE WE GONNA DO?! I mean the hell!? So she basically funding his damn life?! whew chile, I swear women are batshit crazy lmaoo all I responded with was "wow you are the best gf ever"
What in TARNATION
Daaaaayyymmmnnn. It ain't trickin' if you got it! Go 'head girl!He bought my cruise ticket so now I guess I'm definitely going lol
You ain't wrong. If the Jews of all people are supporting their man, we got a problem. Studies, therapy, self-help books get these men back on the right track! I'm too poor to be supporting a man!
And yaaaa for him learning again! I want to print him out a certificate with a big gold star lmao.
Chile no! What is she doing?! I thought she was rich at least. And you over there gassing her head up. You aint right I would do the same thing though shes not gonna dump him so why bother? Give her the kudos she wants and KIM.She is, too! Which is why it's so baffling to me. Maybe I could understand better if she had it like that, but she don't lol. So I'm struggling by myself and then I'm struggling with someone else, too? That is hilarious! who has time for that!? What is the point? Lolllllllll.
Chile no! What is she doing?! I thought she was rich at least. And you over there gassing her head up. You aint right I would do the same thing though shes not gonna dump him so why bother? Give her the kudos she wants and KIM.
All I keep picturing is a white Florida and James Evans.