As I approach the one year anniversary of my marriage this June, I have a confession. I’ve fallen in love with another. I met him officially April 17, but I’d seen him both online and well yeah pics on my phone for months. You know you get those tiny blurry pics and wonder what he really looks like in person… (Smile). It was a very awkward “first” meeting, I must admit. So, last Wednesday, he just decided out of the blue we would meet early and so we finally got a chance to see each other in person. And I have to confess it’s been that way only a few times before…I mean meeting someone for the first time and it being love at first site. Looking at him with those absolutely gorgeous eyes… look back at me, wow…just caused my heart to skip not one, but several beats. My breath caught in my throat and I couldn’t find the words…but I knew I would love him forever. He was mine and I didn’t need anyone else to tell me if I was right. Whenever I’m with him, near him I just seem to be unable to break my stare and dear Jesus when he looks back at me…my heart explodes…into a million pieces. One glance from him can have me sitting for hours waiting for another. Lol…I know I know, I’m gushing here….and I really cannot help myself. He is just so….perfect. He is pretty needy I have to admit, but this just makes me want to be there for him more and more. I find myself getting jealous if anyone else tries to get his attention….I’m just so gone…it’s not even funny. Well let me stop rambling….I just wanted ya’ll to see who this man is that has me so vexed…. Elijah(yes named after me)… aka the Spawn II....my first grandchild. Please don’t stare too long…I’d hate to have catch an attitude on one of ya’ll.