Today is me and SO's year and a half. I wanted us to see Wicked but he doesn't get off until 10pm, so we're hanging out for a few hours then really celebrating it tomorrow.
We said "I love you" pretty early on (he said it first), and the past few months I've been debating our compatibility and what "love" actually means.
We have almost nothing in common except we are Virgos, we love books and writing, and we really care about each other. So I always wondered our compatibility.
But, he's a good guy. He makes me lazy when we hang out because he does everything for me, from making the bed to cooking to paying for everything. I don't feel used when I do things for him because I know it isn't like that.
He is really interested in my success because he knows I will be successful in whatever I set my mind to. He's very supportive.
And, when I'm asleep in his arms are imagining being in his arms (we don't live together yet), I have such simple dreams of us simply hanging out but I can feel the serotonin in my brain if that makes sense. I'm filled with such happiness and joy.
I was debating dumping him because we don't have much in common (he likes Spanish, I like Italian, he likes certain movies and songs, I like others, I'm very emotional and spiritual, he's very factual, he comes from a very informal family which means he's on 1st name basis with his parents and his mom is a "friend mom". I call adults Mr./Ms. even though I am one and I am very formal with my parents). But now I think having things in common matters less than who you are as a person and how you make each other feel.
Makes my ego feel good....and he is damn lucky!
.Definitely not what I needed the day before going back to anxiety-riddled school. I feel so alone 
