Iwanthealthyhair67
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loolalooh this is one that you are going to need to hear the voice of God for yourself, go back to God again in prayer and fasting even if you have already done so but only this time go differently, simply say; Father whatever you want me to do I will do, just tell me, show me, settle it in my spirit...
I hear what you're saying and I understand your reasoning and it all sounds good, but was it God saying.... don't make a move until you hear from God.
If he lead you to a place and it fell through then, trust that he is still at work..now you know our Father operates on a different plain he provides for his people inspite of the economy which I might add has nothing to do with him.
Wait I say on the Lord and remember, His eyes are on the righteous and His ear is opened to their prayer.
I hear what you're saying and I understand your reasoning and it all sounds good, but was it God saying.... don't make a move until you hear from God.
If he lead you to a place and it fell through then, trust that he is still at work..now you know our Father operates on a different plain he provides for his people inspite of the economy which I might add has nothing to do with him.
Wait I say on the Lord and remember, His eyes are on the righteous and His ear is opened to their prayer.
So frustrated ...
My mother called me today to discuss the "reality" of my situation. She doesn't get why I won't stay at this place, where it is "safe", where I can get "more" at the end. She even had my aunt call me to talk some "sense" into me.Plain and simple, I have absolutely no desire to be at this place.
I try to find the desire but nothing. It also doesn't help that obstacles have presented themselves over the course of my time here. (I'm used to obstacles, but these obstacles have a "foreign" nature to them. They don't feel like "I am testing you" obstacles, but like "you are not meant to go this route" obstacles.
I've been praying and praying, and though God led me to the original place that fell through and eventually gave way to this place, I don't feel in my spirit that He intends for me to stay here.However, I do question my spirit.
erplexed It doesn't help that the economy, my mother, and a few other factors, all point to me "sucking it up" and staying here in the "safe" place.
I get that there are times when God wants us to do something that we may not want to do. However, this doesn't feel like one of those situations.
I don't believe I would disappoint the Lord by going to the other place. The other place would give me a church home again.It would put me in the presence of the world. (We are to be like "salt" and the opportunity does not present itself here.) It would put me in a financial position to better help the hungry. But at the same time, that place isn't here yet.
However, when I get calls like this one making the "reality" all the more real, I start to question Him. "Am I being stupid to think You'll come through for me at the last minute?" "Am I being blind to think You want me to go to the other place?" "Are my desires of the flesh or are they of the spirit?"
All I have are a few scriptures that I "thought" He revealed to me recently. Scriptures encouraging me that He is in motion and that I should wait. I would feel so much more confident if He would just "speak out loud" to me. We all know that we can twist certain Scriptures to say what we want them to say. The enemy attempted to do so to Jesus.
and I stand in agreement with you!
we can enforce them through our "lovely" judicial system.
