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Not Until You Bless Me Jacob Wrestles With God
Genesis 32:22-31
The same night he got up and took his two wives, his two maids, and his eleven children, and crossed the ford of the Jabbok. He took them and sent them across the stream, and likewise everything that he had.
Jacob was left alone; and a man wrestled with him until daybreak.When the man saw that he did not prevail against Jacob, he struck him on the hip socket; and Jacob’s hip was put out of joint as he wrestled with him. Then he said, “Let me go, for the day is breaking.” But Jacob said, “I will not let you go, unless you bless me.” So he said to him, “What is your name?” And he said, “Jacob.” Then the man said, “You shall no longer be called Jacob, but Israel, for you have striven with God and with humans, and have prevailed.” Then Jacob asked him, “Please tell me your name.” But he said, “Why is it that you ask my name?” And there he blessed him. So Jacob called the place Peniel, saying, “For I have seen God face to face, and yet my life is preserved.” The sun rose upon him as he passed Penuel, limping because of his hip. (NRSV)
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Everyone knows Jacob for two things- Jacobs Ladder and Jacob Wrestling with God.
And you all know the story: A man (or something) appears to Jacob- and he wrestles this guy all night like a WWF match under the stars,. And when the man (or something) sees that he can’t win, he dislocates Jacob’s hip, and says, “Let me go, it’s almost morning.” But Jacob said, “I will not let you go, not until you bless me.”
And this is a great illustration of perseverance, and sticking with it- it speaks to the way we all occasionally wrestle with things- ourselves, others, God. We imagine perhaps a long night praying… pleading with God for healing, or resolution, or our children, or a job... crying... wringing our hands. Perhaps you have spent the night wrestling with a decision or a dilemma… you can pretty much fill in the blank with your own situation.
But what led up to this divine wrestling match? When we last saw Jacob, (See, Speckled Past/Spotless Future) he was getting away from his father in law, Laban. He was following what he believed to be God’s direction telling him that it was time to go home- back to the land of his father. It was time for him to live out his destiny in line with the covenant that had been first given to his grandfather Abraham, then handed down to this father Isaac, and now to him. (Well, that is, right after he tricked his older brother out of his birthright and stole the blessing from his father… then it was handed down to him… )
So Jacob, possibly because he knew he had burned some bridges, and in order to give the folks at home a heads up, sent messengers ahead of him to meet his brother Esau. And he told the messengers, "Tell my master Esau this, 'A message from your servant Jacob: I've been staying with Laban and couldn't get away until now. I've acquired cattle and donkeys and sheep; also men and women servants. I'm telling you all this, my master, hoping for your approval.'"(The Message)
Very smart on Jacob’s part; and notice he is still looking to provide for his own security. But the messengers return to Jacob, saying, “We saw your brother Esau alright, and he is coming to meet you, but four hundred men are with him.”
Jacob of course, was scared to death. So in a strategic move, he divided the people who were with him; as well as the flocks and herds and camels, into two groups, and the thinking was, “If Esau comes to the one camp and destroys it, then the camp that is left will be able to get away.” (The Message)
And now we come to what I believe to be the turning point in Jacob’s life. Maybe you will remember that Jacob didn’t have a strong history of believing in God- remember he had once (when speaking to his father, Isaac) referred to God as “Your God.” Add to that, all the encounters he has had with God up to this point have either been dreams or visions- we have nothing in the text that says Jacob has ever talked with God face to face…
But now, Jacob, maybe in a foxhole of sorts, (where they say even atheists learn to pray)… Jacob, our self serving, self persevering, self sustaining patriarch-to-be; for the first time in his life, admits that he needs help… and he turns to God in prayer. And folks, this is no ordinary prayer.
He prays, “God of my father Abraham, God of my father Isaac, God who told me, 'Go back to your parents' homeland and I'll treat you well.' I don't deserve all the love and loyalty you've shown me. When I left here and crossed the Jordan I only had the clothes on my back, and now look at me—two camps! Save me, please, from the violence of my brother, my angry brother! I'm afraid he'll come and attack us all, me, the mothers and the children. You yourself said, 'I will treat you well; I'll make your descendants like the sands of the sea, far too many to count.'” (The Message)
Doesn’t this prayer sound a lot like a psalm? Sometimes it seems there is almost an arrogance on the part of some Psalmists- when he demands things of God. But what we find again and again in the Old Testament is this sense of people in prayer who call God on the promises that are rightfully theirs. In times of trouble, they fall back on the very words God had previously spoken- and have no problem reminding God - “Hey- You said this! Now it’s time to deliver!”
Jacob does a similar thing here He pours out his fears to God. He admits he is not worthy- or better translated, ‘vulnerable’ and also acknowledges that God has stood by him the whole time. But at the same time, calls God on what he knows to be true… “You are the one who told me to go home… You are the one who told me that you would do well for me… You are the one who told me that you would give me so many descendants that I won’t be able to count them…”
How different does that sound from the prayer you and I say when we are afraid? From the pleading and the begging and the deal making? Can you picture 'calling God out 'on the promises God has given you? Most of us can’t- and don’t.
We focus more on the “I’m not worthy” part of the prayer- the part that lets God know (and reminds us) how we have failed, or have messed up, or really don’t deserve God’s help,... "But God, would you please come down and just perform one little miracle… just one time…. just this time?"
But Jacob knew that entering into covenant with God meant that they were more like partners- and that God’s part in that covenant said that God would never leave him or forsake him- that God would protect him and provide for him. And if God is the one who made the promises- then it was OK to remind God of those promises… boldly! This is someone who was not afraid to be completely vulnerable and honest with God-
You and I... we live in an anxiety filled world- we are fed fear for breakfast lunch and dinner, 24/7. We live in a constant state of feeling threatened, in everything from 9/11 and terror attacks, to global warming, to disease, infection, crime, economy… pick your poison…
Yet very rarely, if at all, do we stand toe to toe with God in prayer about any of it. We don’t boldly claim the promises as our own, but instead take a small, helpless 'wringing our hands' type of stand when it comes to our fears, and sadly, our prayers. But I believe it is through this kind of active bold prayer that we are empowered for the struggle that could come next.
Jacob, in his prayer, is giving himself a Pep talk- (no pun intended) He is naming with force and vigor, everything he knows to be true about what God has said is the plan for his life! He is drawing on, and naming those things as his own. He is putting on the armor of God in order to be able to face what lies ahead.
And when he gets up from that prayer- he is ready for face wrestling with anything that comes his way. Why? Because he has confidence that God is a God of his word- he believes!
So Jacob gets up, and regroups- instead of passively waiting for his brother to come to him, he sends out presents for him instead. Maybe he can soften Esau a little before he gets to his camp… And he sends out groups of goats, then camels, then sheep, then cows, then donkeys.. and he sends each group out one at a time- with lots of space between each present…
And the bearers of the gifts are told only to tell Esau.. “these are a gift from your servant Jacob… he’s on his way…” And then he settled down for the night…
But as night falls, his fears begin to creep back. Perhaps not for himself, but at the very least, fear for his family. So during the night he got up, took his family and got them safely across the river (along with all his possessions... ya gotta love this guy!)
And then he went back to the other side of the river by himself.
And that’s when the wrestling match begins. But now Jacob is equipped to handle it. He has spent time in prayer, has renewed his confidence in Go;, has done everything in his power to help his situation (moving his family, and sending along presents to soften his brother) and now he is left alone to go toe to toe with God.
And during the course of the wrestling match, Jacob remains strong, (and why wouldn’t he be- he has armed himself with the promises of God) He is, in fact so strong that God strikes him on his hip and knocks it out of joint and still Jacob won’t let go.
(How many of us have been here? When things are dark and the struggle becomes so difficult that we feel like even what little firm ground we did have to stand on gets shaken- when any leverage we had is taken away from us…)