Iwanthealthyhair67
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Neither was I, and I dare say many of us on this board, but God will send people in your life to give you what you need from Him through them...
Blessings Chistian, please tell us all about your new job when you get settled...
Blessings Chistian, please tell us all about your new job when you get settled...
Thank you ladies for the congrats..I feel great that the season has changed a bit.I wish I could take my supervisor with me,he is a gem.
I think as I grow certain things I use to never question I am now.I use to think I would marry,be finacially successful,and be this loving christian woman.All of these things are up for debate right now.No pity but just realistic.I thought my walk would take away the feelings I have but that isn't totally the way it is. I thought once I grew up pain from the past or other issues would subside they have to a significant degree.The love I once wanted from family I have totally given up on.I wasn't created in a neat enough family without so many generation chains to get love from a mother or father the way I desired.Im 26 now so that can't be something desired..Im almost over the hill in my eyes 30 will be here soon if allowed to see it...
My last thought for a while is the issues within the AA community and church.Its like esp in hood area they are just trying to appease the kids they aren't trying to help them grow,discipline them or anything.Then when I see the adults your still playing church and playing games and the deep issues of why so many baby mama's or why so many dl dudes is rampant.Why so many bitter people but they say they are in love with Jesus.So many with the drama theatrics in the church but no real substance coming forth..let me stop for I get stoned.