2012 - Christian Random Thoughts Thread

God Im going to believe that my debt will be managed and you will guide me on what to do.I need comfort right now Lord I don't even want to write what it is I just need it.
 
GoddessMaker said:
God Im going to believe that my debt will be managed and you will guide me on what to do.I need comfort right now Lord I don't even want to write what it is I just need it.
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Praying in agreement with you, love! And thanking Him for it, as well. :yep:

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Amein... come what may.


You're welcome to join us in the Praise Challenge this month... it's not about religiosity .. just an effort for us to thanks and praise God here together.


InVue said:
It's been one of those days, but Lord I thank you anyway...
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I'm praying that the Lord teaches you how to handle your finances and that you will have grace with dues dates and that you will have more than you need.

Amen



GoddessMaker said:
God Im going to believe that my debt will be managed and you will guide me on what to do.I need comfort right now Lord I don't even want to write what it is I just need it.
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Thank you loves..It's not alot and can be managed.I just feel overwhelmed its more mental bc of the perfectionism.I still have my days where I trash myself bc I'm not perfect(relatively speaking) and am not some real cool big shot who has this awesome story to tell about growing up poor but was able to excel and has a great adult life including career.However I'm not going to allow it to bother me God I suppose didn't have that life set out for me or maybe not at this moment.
 
When I start feeling like every day is the same and things are so monotonous, that's when I know I need to start praying more, worshipping more and asking God how I can help others and glorify Him even in my everyday, most mundane activities. Hopefully things will turn around really soon.
 
Remember this, little is MUCH when God is in it *smiles*

My aunt makes a few hundred dollars less than I do a week and she knows how to run her money, it takes the wisdom and favour of God and that is what I've been asking him for...

There was a prayer about money that we use to say at my old church I will post or you when I find it...





GoddessMaker said:
Thank you loves..It's not alot and can be managed.I just feel overwhelmed its more mental bc of the perfectionism.I still have my days where I trash myself bc I'm not perfect(relatively speaking) and am not some real cool big shot who has this awesome story to tell about growing up poor but was able to excel and has a great adult life including career.However I'm not going to allow it to bother me God I suppose didn't have that life set out for me or maybe not at this moment.
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Lord I sense you have me going through things right now for a purpose.I may not like it but this time of lack is a learning experience.It's not the same as growing up poor and I can def praise just thinking the fact I have food in my fridge all month long.My lights haven't been turned off and my car isn't in process of being repoed.I thank you Lord for allowing me to see I don't have to have to be like my upbringing.It wasn't much and I know I try my hardest to impress others but moreso myself because I want to just for once say I'm proud of me and I am opposite of what everyone thinks of me.I want to build a daily meditation time.It's something I struggle with and I believe I have to do what works for me ie nights vs mornings as I'm more coherent at night than at 6am while I do my face.

Lord bless the building I will be in,the managers,the people,and help me not to beat myself down bc I had a opportunity like this before but failed after 2 weeks.I am not my past Lord help me to not become so nervous of failing and meshing with others that I fail before I start..Have a lovely day my beauties..
 
GoddessMaker when do you start your new job...

GoddessMaker said:
Lord I sense you have me going through things right now for a purpose.I may not like it but this time of lack is a learning experience.It's not the same as growing up poor and I can def praise just thinking the fact I have food in my fridge all month long.My lights haven't been turned off and my car isn't in process of being repoed.I thank you Lord for allowing me to see I don't have to have to be like my upbringing.It wasn't much and I know I try my hardest to impress others but moreso myself because I want to just for once say I'm proud of me and I am opposite of what everyone thinks of me.I want to build a daily meditation time.It's something I struggle with and I believe I have to do what works for me ie nights vs mornings as I'm more coherent at night than at 6am while I do my face.

Lord bless the building I will be in,the managers,the people,and help me not to beat myself down bc I had a opportunity like this before but failed after 2 weeks.I am not my past Lord help me to not become so nervous of failing and meshing with others that I fail before I start..Have a lovely day my beauties..
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I haven't cried myself to sleep in such a long time, holding this stuff in is eating me away from the inside out. I have never felt so hurt and defeated in my whole life. Lord replace my tears with rejoicing, my sorrow with singing, my mourning with dancing. Show me something to live for......
 
crlsweetie912 baby please release holding in will kill you mentally and will then spread physically please don't believe you have to hold it I did and well my 2k medical bill shows what happens when you don't release.
 
I'm not saying I'm coming back on here full-time cuz it was obvious that some people didn't want me here..but I stood up for YOU...Black America today...in a catholic forum that dared allow some racist ignorant to put down the various Black churches all over America, placing the blame for "segregation" on YOU.

I'm so pissed, I could cry. And she's a convert to the Church. Nobody but one stood up...1/2 way...with "not all Black people are like that." Like what? I told this ignorant woman to READ A BOOK on what CHRISTIAN people have done to others throughout the centuries before vomiting out racist nonsense. Her problem is Obama and what he stands for. She lumps all Black people together rather than learning what history has to say for HER WHITE people. I'm so disgusted. I stood up for the masses of Blacks who want nothing to do with catholics or other white churches. How dare she charge black people for voting race and not becoming catholic when there was discrimination right there from the gitgo. First integrated churches, bof!. All America was segregated, from Baptists to Orthodox. Is she crazy, stupid or just plain anti-Christ? All three!

I guess, if you stand for Christ, you're gonna have to stand right where you are and clean out the uglies. I told her that, for as long as I've known her, she has a "problem" with black people. Banned...and I contacted the moderator. This is a very prominant organization and I told her like it Tee-Iiii-IZZZ today. Either stand up for Christ and obey HIs command to love your brethern or get the hell out.
 
Guitarhero said:
I'm not saying I'm coming back on here full-time cuz it was obvious that some people didn't want me here..but I stood up for YOU...Black America today...in a catholic forum that dared allow some racist ignorant to put down the various Black churches all over America, placing the blame for "segregation" on YOU.

I'm so pissed, I could cry. And she's a convert to the Church. Nobody but one stood up...1/2 way...with "not all Black people are like that." Like what? I told this ignorant woman to READ A BOOK on what CHRISTIAN people have done to others throughout the centuries before vomiting out racist nonsense. Her problem is Obama and what he stands for. She lumps all Black people together rather than learning what history has to say for HER WHITE people. I'm so disgusted. I stood up for the masses of Blacks who want nothing to do with catholics or other white churches. How dare she charge black people for voting race and not becoming catholic when there was discrimination right there from the gitgo. First integrated churches, bof!. All America was segregated, from Baptists to Orthodox. Is she crazy, stupid or just plain anti-Christ? All three!

I guess, if you stand for Christ, you're gonna have to stand right where you are and clean out the uglies. I told her that, for as long as I've known her, she has a "problem" with black people. Banned...and I contacted the moderator. This is a very prominant organization and I told her like it Tee-Iiii-IZZZ today. Either stand up for Christ and obey HIs command to love your brethern or get the hell out.
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Go on girl! :clap: And thank you. Thank you for taking that stand. Even more, thank you for coming back to share it here with us.

There are many here who love you. And you know it... :yep:

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So this lady is still defending her heinous remarks and is throwing reverse racism against me. Sigh. What she said was that blacks love their race more than coming to the truth of the church. That's like saying that blacks love their color more than Jesus, if you will, and that's why churches are segregated. :rolleyes: And she's supposed to be smart?


People, as usual, are defending her as though there's unintentional malice. You can't be an elder over 60, living as a racist in your country and even longer as one in this country and not know that your nasty remarks are going to malign an entire group of people. Her trigger is anything "Obama." Then the racist mantra of "those blacks this and that." Well, seems to me that there's onlyt 43+ million "blacks" in this country. They didn't vote Obama in, dummy!

I've said my last peace and I stand by my defense. Although I will never be in a black protestant church due to the theology, I am not STUPID enough to swallow that nonsense that churches are segregated because Blacks are responsible for social injustice. The Black protestant, even catholic, have been LIFE to guard the people. OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I leave you with this chapter in Proverbs. Cursing one out would be anger. But any amount of gentle but straight-forward truth about racism to a racist is going to be taken as anger because they despise the truth. Unrighteous anger is the problem, not righteous anger. Do they not think people have shed blood due to racism?n If you only defer to whites to keep them from charging you with anger, then you are not worthy of G-d Almighty, you're only worthy of the state government you were born in. Be worthy of the kingdom of G-d which demands truth and rooting out evil, no matter where it is found. Some of these types of people use the scriptures to reverse the harm to in your hands...but be wise as a serpent. Jesus never stood for injustice. Black people are not their servants...they are servants of Christ.

Proverbs 15

1 A gentle answer quiets anger, but a harsh one stirs it up.
(imho, this would refer to cursing another out, not telling the truth and unapologetically so behind the issue. The term "Uncle Tom" was referred to blacks who voted for Obama :nono:...no, it would be best uttered by a BLACK person for those republicans who so blindly follower McCain and Herman Cain etc. without demanding they fess up to their ills)

2 When wise people speak, they make knowledge attractive, but stupid people spout nonsense.

3 The Lord sees what happens everywhere; he is watching us, whether we do good or evil.

4 Kind words bring life, but cruel words crush your spirit.


7 Knowledge is spread by people who are wise, not by fools.


11 Not even the world of the dead can keep the Lord from knowing what is there; how then can we hide our thoughts from God?

12 Conceited people do not like to be corrected; they never ask for advice from those who are wiser.



14 Intelligent people want to learn, but stupid people are satisfied with ignorance.


17 Better to eat vegetables with people you love than to eat the finest meat where there is hate.

18 Hot tempers cause arguments, but patience brings peace.


21 Stupid people are happy with their foolishness, but the wise will do what is right.

22 Get all the advice you can, and you will succeed; without it you will fail.

23 What a joy it is to find just the right word for the right occasion!



26 The Lord hates evil thoughts, but he is pleased with friendly words.

27 Try to make a profit dishonestly, and you get your family in trouble. Don't take bribes and you will live longer.

28 Good people think before they answer. Evil people have a quick reply, but it causes trouble.


31 If you pay attention when you are corrected, you are wise.

32 If you refuse to learn, you are hurting yourself. If you accept correction, you will become wiser.
 
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Matthew 10:

6But go rather to the lost sheep of the house of Israel.

7And as ye go, preach, saying, The kingdom of heaven is at hand.

8Heal the sick, cleanse the lepers, raise the dead, cast out devils: freely ye have received, freely give.


Lord help me, we, us to get to this point...we need to come up higher


John 14
12Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that believeth on me, the works that I do shall he do also; and greater works than these shall he do;
 
God I don't have any prompting when it comes to visiting a church esp one in particular.I feel forced like I would rather do something horrid like running outside than to visit that church.I only wanted to so my besties sister would be able to see me but I just can't sacrifice myself for that.The whole atmosphere is off to me.It's all about money this and that.Ever since I went to their last revival thing I have chilled all the way out from their church.I feel like heavy burdened by even attempting.I wish I was up north so I could attend a church I watch online its seems very much me..the pastor is raw about things which is me I don't need to hear about money everytime your on the mic and never will I tip a pastor preaching like I'm at the strip club..foolish people making God a mockery..
 
Even though I knew it, I'm realizing more and more that there are so many things I miss out on when I'm not keeping myself in the Word consistently. I need some accountability. Right now I'm getting back on it. I don't ever want to slip back into not reading and not praying. There are so many things that I feel that I could have been free from by this point but I didn't stay consistent. I have to keep pressing and seeking God. Something keeps telling me that I'm wasting time when I could be studying for school, cleaning, running errands while I'm sitting here in God's Word on my morning off. Its not true! I need this FIRST and then all other things will be added. God knows what I need now.
 
Lord help me to calm down right now.I really don't trust my old company.I called payroll just to verify that they did receive my time sheet so there won't be any issues with my money next Friday.I'm already taped so I don't want issues.I haven't had any issues with them in the past so I just pray nothing happens this time.I feel fear because I hate not being able to track things and being in control of things.I don't trust people as many aren't right.I will have to trust you God which is also a hard thing to do as it just is.I pray I don't fall to a horrid embarrassing fate and everything flows fluidly..I hope all have a great weekend.
 
Lord just reading a description of a sermon has me blown.If I was able to really able to be transparent it would scare folks heck it would scare me..I use not nice words,I cut people off if I feel they aren't progressing,I have major anger issues,I don't read the bible daily,I don't pray daily,I have not clean thoughts,I sometimes extremely sharp with people,I go mia alot from people.When I think about your Word though Lord,I feel so horrid but then I wonder if there is hope at all.At times I can see why I want to denounce my faith because I'm like God you can't possible think there is anything possible remotely good about me.My soul hurts alot God.The things I desire to do I can't seem to do but the things I want to stop seem so hard to do as well.I know I'm just a horrid sinner unlike most in the journey.Many do things that are just perfect to me.When I look at me with no mask the sight I see is too raw to show society so I put it back on.I wonder am I crazy to think God you could love me the whore the female dog the depressed angry black woman who cries at night because I feel absolutely horrid that every word out of my mouth isn't praise to your name for not allowing Feb 20,2010 be my last day..I set out to destroy a thing you created God but I felt it was ok because you allowed so many in my life that destroyed me mentally.At times I feel like you have had to remake me or bring me back from the dead.I hate that I don't like being near people and I have no patience with society but even more so I have no patience nor ability it seems to understand my own self..

Don't be alarmed if you read this..I'm not mad or depressed just reflecting..
 
GoddessMaker said:
Lord just reading a description of a sermon has me blown.If I was able to really able to be transparent it would scare folks heck it would scare me..I use not nice words,I cut people off if I feel they aren't progressing,I have major anger issues,I don't read the bible daily,I don't pray daily,I have not clean thoughts,I sometimes extremely sharp with people,I go mia alot from people.When I think about your Word though Lord,I feel so horrid but then I wonder if there is hope at all.At times I can see why I want to denounce my faith because I'm like God you can't possible think there is anything possible remotely good about me.My soul hurts alot God.The things I desire to do I can't seem to do but the things I want to stop seem so hard to do as well.I know I'm just a horrid sinner unlike most in the journey.Many do things that are just perfect to me.When I look at me with no mask the sight I see is too raw to show society so I put it back on.I wonder am I crazy to think God you could love me the whore the female dog the depressed angry black woman who cries at night because I feel absolutely horrid that every word out of my mouth isn't praise to your name for not allowing Feb 20,2010 be my last day..I set out to destroy a thing you created God but I felt it was ok because you allowed so many in my life that destroyed me mentally.At times I feel like you have had to remake me or bring me back from the dead.I hate that I don't like being near people and I have no patience with society but even more so I have no patience nor ability it seems to understand my own self..

Don't be alarmed if you read this..I'm not mad or depressed just reflecting..
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I know that you are just reflecting but why do you keep belittling yourself and think that others live a perfect christian life we don't at least I don't but by the grace of God I press on.
 
Healer

You hold my every moment
You calm my raging seas
You walk with me through fire
And heal all my disease


I trust in You
I trust in You

I believe You're my Healer
I believe You are all I need
I believe You're my Portion
I believe You're more than enough for me
Jesus You're all I need

Nothing is impossible for You
Nothing is impossible for You
Nothing is impossible for You
You hold my world in Your hands
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Sometimes the raging sea is unbelief, sometimes horrid addiction, sometimes anger, sometimes fear or illness of any sort. The raging sea is not just the circumstances of evil surrounding a person, but it is often the thing inside of the person which he finds difficult to extricate himself from. Perfect christians seem to be embroiled in a sea of undeserved evil but the truth is.......

...sometimes, a beloved believer has that sea inside of him. Sometimes, it's his fault. That makes him loved even more and gives him more right to the fountain of mercy (of forgiveness):


But for that very reason I was shown mercy so that in me, the worst of sinners, Christ Jesus might display his unlimited patience as an example for those who would believe on him and receive eternal life. 1 Timothy 1:16 NIV

"O my Jesus, forgive us our sins. Save us from the fires of hell. Lead all souls to heaven, especially those who are in most need of your mercy."
 
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