qchelle
Well-Known Member
Mammoth post ahead
The recent thread about Nicki Minaj saying how she feels about natural hair (and also the thread in OT about Louis CK) got me thinking about my interactions with people when talking about natural hair. I've been transitioning since May so, needless to say, I have lots of NG. And people ask me about my hair (friends, acquaintances) They ask me about it because before I got this sew-in (which I got like 3 weeks ago), I would wear it pulled back into a pony, oftentimes not caring about my wavy/nappy NG showing (more like 99% of the time). And they would see my hair, and inquire about it (never complete strangers though).
This is what a typical conversation would be like (typical meaning 90% of the time this is how it went):
Them: so...I guess it's time for a touch-up, huh? *all smiles, very very rarely malicious-like. Just a general inquiry in the black community*
(sidenote: if they ask maliciously, I just smile, nod, and say 'yeah, I no')
Me: *pleasant-like* oh, well I'm transitioning to natural, so..
Them: sad: oh. .........You too, huh? *long, irritated sigh* Why is everybody going natural? What's all this natural stuff about anyway? I don't understand. People make it seem like natural is sooo much better than perms! I mean, as long as you perm it right, you'll be fine! If you want to be natural, then fine! But don't look down on us for relaxing our hair and making it seem like we're less black because of it. And (and here is the kicker yall, here is the phucking kicker) nobody's really natural anyway! I mean if you use deoderant, put lotion on, do anything to alter your body's natural state, then you're not natural! DUHHH!!! Everyone can't go natural! If I tried to go natural, my hair would break the comb! My hair is BAD! It's nappy! I don't have that curly ****! I perm my hair because I choose to...so don't look down on me because of it.
Me: Well......yea.....I mean, I don't agree with people trying to make you feel bad. I'm sorry you've experienced that.
Them: I mean it's just that everybodys going natural now *calming down*.
Me: So are people making you feel bad for relaxing your hair? (I make sure to ask this question, and 100% of the time the answer falls along the lines of:
Them: It's just that everybodys natural now! Like everybody I know is going natural!
Never has the answer been, "yes! people talk about me like a dog for relaxing my hair!" And I'm positive that they would have said that, if that were the case. Judging by their previous very outspoken rant about natural hair, I wouldn't classify her as shy<<which is always the case...they are never shy.
This is the response I get from women who are relaxed who ask me about my hair (I have never had a transitioner/natural head ask me about my hair IRL). This long azzzz rant about why they don't like people going natural. Never once citing any evidence as to where they have been personally attacked for relaxing their hair when they have been directly asked. Which leads me to believe that they don't have much experience with this...which leads me to conclude that she is just mad because she's not going natural??? Why are you yelling at me because of that?! I never even alluded to any of what you were talking about! *sigh*
Anyway, I just try to diffuse the situation by changing the subject. I twice tried to actually respond to the rant by dispelling some natural hair myths, telling her that I don't have that curly **** either, explaining the difference between a chemical that permanently alters the structure of your hairs DNA and deodorant<<<what a huge mistake;never again. And the response was even more volatile and I was called militant, extreme, intolerant, a natural nazi, etc.
So is that what it has come to? Trying to dispel myths about nautral hair means you're militant? Having a problem with media that does the opposite of that=extreme? And I said this reminded me of the Louis CK thread in OT because of the 'black people complain alot about black things' thing. (Which is a general sentiment amongst white people). You may know that feeling: It's like you have to walk on eggshells, hold your breath and look in every nook, crannie, crevice, and corner to find the speck of non-racism in it to the point where you can't even defend yourself when you feel it's necessary without (white) people saying you complain alot about dumb, irrelevant, get-over-it stuff.
But with white people, you really couldn't care less what they think (or atleast I can't) and you're gonna do what you need to do. I don't feel the same way about black people though. I can't be another cause of divide and people feeling bad about themselves in the black community. So I choose to just smile and nod now when someone goes off on their rant.
Anyway, sorry for the long post. Someone just posted that video about the news anchor going natural on FB...and people went in on that, too
I just think it's sad that there's so much division in the black community and it doesn't seem to be getting much better. It's just so sad guys
The recent thread about Nicki Minaj saying how she feels about natural hair (and also the thread in OT about Louis CK) got me thinking about my interactions with people when talking about natural hair. I've been transitioning since May so, needless to say, I have lots of NG. And people ask me about my hair (friends, acquaintances) They ask me about it because before I got this sew-in (which I got like 3 weeks ago), I would wear it pulled back into a pony, oftentimes not caring about my wavy/nappy NG showing (more like 99% of the time). And they would see my hair, and inquire about it (never complete strangers though).
This is what a typical conversation would be like (typical meaning 90% of the time this is how it went):
Them: so...I guess it's time for a touch-up, huh? *all smiles, very very rarely malicious-like. Just a general inquiry in the black community*
(sidenote: if they ask maliciously, I just smile, nod, and say 'yeah, I no')
Me: *pleasant-like* oh, well I'm transitioning to natural, so..
Them: sad: oh. .........You too, huh? *long, irritated sigh* Why is everybody going natural? What's all this natural stuff about anyway? I don't understand. People make it seem like natural is sooo much better than perms! I mean, as long as you perm it right, you'll be fine! If you want to be natural, then fine! But don't look down on us for relaxing our hair and making it seem like we're less black because of it. And (and here is the kicker yall, here is the phucking kicker) nobody's really natural anyway! I mean if you use deoderant, put lotion on, do anything to alter your body's natural state, then you're not natural! DUHHH!!! Everyone can't go natural! If I tried to go natural, my hair would break the comb! My hair is BAD! It's nappy! I don't have that curly ****! I perm my hair because I choose to...so don't look down on me because of it.
Me: Well......yea.....I mean, I don't agree with people trying to make you feel bad. I'm sorry you've experienced that.
Them: I mean it's just that everybodys going natural now *calming down*.
Me: So are people making you feel bad for relaxing your hair? (I make sure to ask this question, and 100% of the time the answer falls along the lines of:
Them: It's just that everybodys natural now! Like everybody I know is going natural!
Never has the answer been, "yes! people talk about me like a dog for relaxing my hair!" And I'm positive that they would have said that, if that were the case. Judging by their previous very outspoken rant about natural hair, I wouldn't classify her as shy<<which is always the case...they are never shy.
This is the response I get from women who are relaxed who ask me about my hair (I have never had a transitioner/natural head ask me about my hair IRL). This long azzzz rant about why they don't like people going natural. Never once citing any evidence as to where they have been personally attacked for relaxing their hair when they have been directly asked. Which leads me to believe that they don't have much experience with this...which leads me to conclude that she is just mad because she's not going natural??? Why are you yelling at me because of that?! I never even alluded to any of what you were talking about! *sigh*
Anyway, I just try to diffuse the situation by changing the subject. I twice tried to actually respond to the rant by dispelling some natural hair myths, telling her that I don't have that curly **** either, explaining the difference between a chemical that permanently alters the structure of your hairs DNA and deodorant<<<what a huge mistake;never again. And the response was even more volatile and I was called militant, extreme, intolerant, a natural nazi, etc.
So is that what it has come to? Trying to dispel myths about nautral hair means you're militant? Having a problem with media that does the opposite of that=extreme? And I said this reminded me of the Louis CK thread in OT because of the 'black people complain alot about black things' thing. (Which is a general sentiment amongst white people). You may know that feeling: It's like you have to walk on eggshells, hold your breath and look in every nook, crannie, crevice, and corner to find the speck of non-racism in it to the point where you can't even defend yourself when you feel it's necessary without (white) people saying you complain alot about dumb, irrelevant, get-over-it stuff.
But with white people, you really couldn't care less what they think (or atleast I can't) and you're gonna do what you need to do. I don't feel the same way about black people though. I can't be another cause of divide and people feeling bad about themselves in the black community. So I choose to just smile and nod now when someone goes off on their rant.
Anyway, sorry for the long post. Someone just posted that video about the news anchor going natural on FB...and people went in on that, too
I just think it's sad that there's so much division in the black community and it doesn't seem to be getting much better. It's just so sad guys