I don't know how to explain this properly but I've been noticing this weird combination of desperation from men, specifically black men look: so sue me) mixed with a presumption that I should be on the floor ecstatic that anyone is paying me any mind. It's always this sort of the-world-is-ending-tomorrow grandiose gesturing. I've only really lived here and in Europe, but I did not really see this in Europe. Occasionally this occurs with non-black men.
One experience that really stands out, is a couple of years ago, I very distinctly remember walking from the grocery store to my apartment complex. As I was crossing the street, this young black guy literally stopped his car in the middle of the street and jumped out of his car and started gesturing at me to his car, like come over to this total stranger and drive away with me. He was shouting something at me as well but I couldn't really hear him because of other cars and because I was freaked out by the whole thing. I've never heard of this or seen such a thing with other races.
Even last year, I lived with a young black male roommate who had a white gf and only ever had white girls over, but he would still come at me in that same desperate, longing manner. And just a few recent events, in grocery stores of all places, got me thinking about this again.
Does anyone else experience this? Am I crazy? I find it to be very odd and off putting. It's like there's never any middle ground. It's always either over the top gestures of approval or blatantly being ignored.
And I was trying to figure if there was a name for this (the desperation aspect) so I googled around a bit and came across this interesting article about the Scarcity Mentality (in the next post). It's based off some of Dr. Stephen Covey's thoughts. He wrote The Seven Habits of Highly Successful People, which I need to add to my reading list. I think in general the scarcity mentality is applicable to all races of men (and women). But I think in regards to black men, I think that it's been combined with what the media/society (all forms from TV to porn) puts out as the ideal woman (which is obviously completely opposite to what a black woman looks like) and this is where what I'm experiencing stems from.
I think there's just alot of mixed messages coming out. Anybody have any thoughts on this? Even putting race aside, do you get a sense of desperation from men in general or this weird you should be on your knees, praising the lord that a man paid you any mind? And then you add texting, FB, and twitter into the mix and it all just becomes a hot pile of mess.
One experience that really stands out, is a couple of years ago, I very distinctly remember walking from the grocery store to my apartment complex. As I was crossing the street, this young black guy literally stopped his car in the middle of the street and jumped out of his car and started gesturing at me to his car, like come over to this total stranger and drive away with me. He was shouting something at me as well but I couldn't really hear him because of other cars and because I was freaked out by the whole thing. I've never heard of this or seen such a thing with other races.
Even last year, I lived with a young black male roommate who had a white gf and only ever had white girls over, but he would still come at me in that same desperate, longing manner. And just a few recent events, in grocery stores of all places, got me thinking about this again.
Does anyone else experience this? Am I crazy? I find it to be very odd and off putting. It's like there's never any middle ground. It's always either over the top gestures of approval or blatantly being ignored.
And I was trying to figure if there was a name for this (the desperation aspect) so I googled around a bit and came across this interesting article about the Scarcity Mentality (in the next post). It's based off some of Dr. Stephen Covey's thoughts. He wrote The Seven Habits of Highly Successful People, which I need to add to my reading list. I think in general the scarcity mentality is applicable to all races of men (and women). But I think in regards to black men, I think that it's been combined with what the media/society (all forms from TV to porn) puts out as the ideal woman (which is obviously completely opposite to what a black woman looks like) and this is where what I'm experiencing stems from.
I think there's just alot of mixed messages coming out. Anybody have any thoughts on this? Even putting race aside, do you get a sense of desperation from men in general or this weird you should be on your knees, praising the lord that a man paid you any mind? And then you add texting, FB, and twitter into the mix and it all just becomes a hot pile of mess.