Ladies, I really appreciate your input. I had sat down with him and discussed my feelings and the way I feel I should be treated and he said that money is most important and all of the other stuff is small.
I don't feel like I'm a gold digger or anything but there are some things that a husband should be responsible for like making sure his wife is safe and etc.
I know deep down I don't like the way things are headed. He didn't want to go through counseling but I feel we need to. I have even considered moving out because, I feel like I could do the same by myself and wouldn't have to feel like I'm sharing my bed with a roommate while he is reaping the most benefits.
I yell and scream often and am seriously thinking about turning my back on this. Things are great for the first couple weeks and then not so great after we have paid the rent.
I can't believe I'm posting this here but I just need to get this off my chest.
He does more for his sister than he does for me.
Wait, what?
I would be taking a step back to complete reconsider this situation.
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Money is NOT the most important aspect of a marriage, and for him to admit that to you...well, I don't know. Unless you agree, I think you should proceed with caution. In your OP, you stated that respect, communication, and love are most important and I agree with you. I think it is EXTREMELY important that the 2 of you share the same values because there are so many ways for his perception of money being #1 to negatively impact the marriage. If money is most important, he should be taking care of your car, the rent, and then some.
To the orange, pleeeease don't ignore that. That's your guardian angel...your intuition will never lie to you. Ever.
To the blue, say what?
If you have expressed concerns, he should be willing to address them AND take the necessary action for the 2 of you to get on the same page. Counseling is a reasonable suggestion. If he can't see and appreciate that, then...
Regarding house duties, girl, please just be real with yourself about how many dishes you want to wash and how many casseroles you want to make because if he is not doing it now, he is not going to magically become Mr. Clean after the wedding. He, for whatever reason, believes that as a single man he needs to keep a tidy place but can be a slob and have a maid as long as you're around. If you're not ok with it, don't do it...he needs to agree to help or hire help. Period. Unless you are a stay at home gf/wife, you should not be slaving over the house every day in addition to all of the other things you have to do. There should be balance...maybe you alternate dishes..or maybe you cook and he takes care of trash, lightbulbs, etc. You are not his mother, and he needs to know that being a HUSBAND will require that he cover you and honor you in a proper way.
Your discomfort with the financial issues doesn't make you stingy or a golddigger...it makes you smart. You understand the implications of marital finances, and you're covering your bases. There's nothing wrong with that.
I'm not going to say break up, but I will say think very long and very hard about whether the life you have with him now is the one you'll still want this time next year and five years from now and ten years from now. You have to set the standard from the beginning because he will not be trying to hear anything about changing once you're married.
And don't beat yourself up. Applaud yourself for being brave enough to confront all of this before the marriage. You're a smart lady.
Don't be afraid to do what you need to do for you.