Thanks to the ladies for helping slap me into reality. I am still REALLY hurt that this guy dropped me like a bad habit after he got the panties (I thought waiting would make a difference), and I am still shocked that he would treat me the way he did-job loss or not.
Does anyone have a bad guy detector? If so I need one!
To think... I thought a 35 year old single father and little league coach (now an unemployed one) would be MATURE!! I guess I was wrong.
I am trying to stay busy, but I still think about him all the time. It truly was the best 6 months of my life. In time I will get over it.
I thought about emailing the guy and letting him know how hurt I was, but I really don't think he cares. Such is life... oh well...
Wow, I'm sorry about that. I'm also glad you figured out that this was no mere "break," and that breaks after six months are utterly ridiculous and a sign that it's over. (And you weren't even exclusive the whole time either!)
Bad guy detector... well, here are a few questions I have for you that might help for the future.
-About waiting for sex... now, I think it's so mentally immature to be 35 and doing the hit-quit thing like you're some horny teenager who's discovering sex for the first time, so he gets the screwface
for that.
My question to you though is, what did "waiting" entail? Did he seem to pressure you too much about wanting to get some? Did he push the boundaries each time or let you set the tone? Or did you do a thing where you were "waiting," but there were other activities taking place in that period?
The only reason I'm asking is because some men will know they can hold out for a while if they think they're getting close, or they'll temporarily settle for other activities in the meantime. I know that when I wanted to wait, I would watching the man's behavior and listen to his words VERY closely to see if he was giving off any red flags to show that he wasn't really respecting my wishes, but was just "holding out," so to speak, until he could potentially hit.
-When you all were together, I'm sure you had a lot of fun, but how much did you all talk about your future together? I'm sure he said he was ready for something serious or "real," but did he make moves to show you this? Did you meet any family members of his? Did he include you into both the fun and mundane parts of his life? Did he make sacrifices for you or do things that made your life better, but provided no benefit to him (like fixing stuff at your house, etc.)? A mature man of his age usually will move quickly in word and deed to show how serious he is with a woman... and serious conversations usually take place about a future together around a 5-9-month mark.
-Okay, so was he financially stable? That's great that he was a Little League coach, but was that a full-time job? If not, what's up with that? Did he have other employment? If not, that was a BAD sign right there.
Other thoughts... was he ever married? I'm just saying, you seem surprised that a 35-year-old single father would do this, but if he's a never-married 35-year-old single father, then he'd be EXACTLY the candidate I'd have in mind to do this, really. In his adult life, he never saw fit to settle down with one woman? Like the mother of his child?
And PLEASE don't e-mail him.
Chin up... you'll be alright.