Help me sort out my emotions...

[Geminigirl]

I just needed to cry a little or something. I NEVER cry, so I might have needed that. I apologized to him too. Anyways it's hard cause my family hates him so I can't say I'm hurting cause they don't want to hear all that. But it's cool I'm better now. I don't have any friends as of yet. I live around alot of highschoolers. I really can't wait to start beauty school. I know I will meet alot of people there to maybe hang out with. Thanks guys. I feel better now. *HUGS*

 

[MrsHdrLe]

I went through something similar with my ex too. It's like I didn't want him, but I didn't want anyone else to have him either. In time these feelings will pass. I think a lot of people feel this way around the holidays, but keep the faith. God's promise is on his way, just give him time to get there. In the meantime, focus on your son and get out and do things with him. Time will pass faster and before you know it, you'll be in a healthy and happy relationship. Take care.

 

[cuteazz1]

Sending you an E HUg.....

Sometimes it's just hard to let go.I think that,as you said,you are just lonely and when that happens you will remember everything that was Good about the relationship while forgetting the BAd...You are thinking with "lonely eyes" right now and not with your head.Have you made any friends in this new city?I would suggest going out with the girls and dancing it off...I know that its easier said than done but you have to do something to keep your mind off of him.You could also start casual dating...nothing serious just find a few guys to go out to eat with or to the movies....Good luck.

BTW..my friend once told me"If you can't be happy alone and by yourself then you can't be happy with anyone."....

 

[MrsAriannaAmbers]

Us, Gemini's....
This too shall pass...

 

[Geminigirl]

I just needed to cry a little or something. I NEVER cry, so I might have needed that. I apologized to him too. Anyways it's hard cause my family hates him so I can't say I'm hurting cause they don't want to hear all that. But it's cool I'm better now. I don't have any friends as of yet. I live around alot of highschoolers. I really can't wait to start beauty school. I know I will meet alot of people there to maybe hang out with. Thanks guys. I feel better now. *HUGs*

 

[MrsAriannaAmbers]

Here's another for tha road gurlie...

 

[Geminigirl]

Checked them and sent you two back! But umm Yea I don't plan to stay here. Tx is not for me. But I do plan to possibly go to school out here. As soon as I can get out of here, I am gone lol.

But let me get off of here and go to bed. Thanks everyone!