DarkJoy
Bent. Not Broken.
This conversation took an odd turn
Yes. But I am super intrigued and cant look away...
This conversation took an odd turn
When you see someone you love entrenched in a train wreck, it's hard not to feel some kind of way about it. As long as the MIL stays in her lane, which is outside of their marriage, then it's whatever.
No...apparently he wanted this one. So he's good. Classic case of opposites attract. He dated many, but this one apparently rang his bell better than the others. She's extremely feminine....always with makeup/hair on point....total opposite of me. He doesn't care that she can't enter a discussion on the Feds control of interest rates.
Some people say that men marry their mother.....he definite didn't do that.
A friend of mine shared her story of her son marrying a girl with four children....none of which were his.... at the age 25. The young lady became totally disabled. It became too much for him and he's had to retire his Superman cape.
I just abstain. I cannot envision indulging and THEN abstaining and the relationship surviving. Some things you can't go back from IMO. But then again, there are people who have done so and it's working for them.
I don't do so as any particular type of religious conviction or a manipulation technique, I just prefer the relationship be at a certain level prior to sharing those things -- we need to be "at a certain place". In the past, that "place" for me was engaged but now that I am pretty sure I do not want to get married again, that "place" is somewhere different although there is a certain level of permanence or future attached to the union. I wasn't always this way. I jumped some bones in the 80s (ziplocks and all) but there was one particular bone that I LOVED and he left me hanging and married a VIRGIN which he made a big deal of bragging about. So it occurred to me that the 2 years I'd dated him, he was sleeping with me because she wasn't sleeping with him and he had no intention of marrying me. I was just exercise. I never ever got over that and I cannot stomach the idea of a man using my body that way -- no matter how much fun it is for me at the time, it hurts too much later for it to be worth it. It's best for me to just wait it out. I have only MYSELF to look at in the mirror everyday and I need to love and respect what I see.
@GoldenRule Girl...that made me mad just reading that. Men can be dogs which is one reason now I make me happy. Damn what they want and what they need. If it doesn't work for me then...well...shoo fly.
You know what though...I was about 19-21 during that relationship. I think he was 27-29. It was a hard lesson but I am so grateful that I learned it early on. He is still married to that woman so I guess it was meant to be. He always talked about how he was an only child and he needed a boatload of kids (which made me nervous because at the time I did not like babies) and unfortunately it ended up that they could not have any (not sure if it was him or her but it never happened) and I had my boatload of kids with someone who adored and treasured me. Life has a way of working out for the best.
You know what though...I was about 19-21 during that relationship. I think he was 27-29. It was a hard lesson but I am so grateful that I learned it early on. He is still married to that woman so I guess it was meant to be. He always talked about how he was an only child and he needed a boatload of kids (which made me nervous because at the time I did not like babies) and unfortunately it ended up that they could not have any (not sure if it was him or her but it never happened) and I had my boatload of kids with someone who adored and treasured me. Life has a way of working out for the best.
It's a personal preference. Some men understand it, some don't and they're welcome to keep it moving. I find the older I get, the less it's an issue. When it really WOULD have been an issue dating-wise, I was married and having a ball (on the regular). What I've seen about men the older I get is that sure, they still want to get in your pants (they are men, after all) but moreso I bump into those who want to get into my pants POCKET even more. So not only must you guard your britches, you learn to guard your Mastercard as well.
Because thank wasn't enough!!!Abstinence has such a negative connotation in this thread. Let's pretend for a moment ... the girl (not sure why we're not talking about guys) is not being manipulative, running game, or chasing a ring. What if she A) truly does feel the relationship has gone too fast, B) truly has re-dedicated her life to Christ, or C) embarking on some other spiritual journey? Should she just keep flucking cause "oh well it's too late, get on that bed, woman" or dump him? I mean, if she is straight forward about it, the dude has the option to leave. No one is taking that away from him.
Also, I think when folks want to call a time out and practice abstinence....is a sign that they moved too fast in the beginning.
I not one of those people that believe in "mental virginity." This doesn't mean that you shouldn't restrain from sex.....I just don't believe you should use the moral or religious argument. Just say, our relationship is too much about sex....not that Jesus wants you to reclaim your virginity.
TransformerMs.Lyons I think you were rethinking your entire relationship/involvement with the guy. I think it was more than sexual abstinence...there is a niggling thought in your head questioning if this is the right person for you.
I see your point and trust I have thought the same but ultimately it came down to knowing what I believed to be right and what my spirit knows is right. My faith is just that my faith. I can't expect someone else to understand it. My virginity was taken from me so it was never my choice. FlowerHairI'm aware that my cultural context is completely different from yours, so no offense, but it just seems odd to me to be celibate within a relationship that has already been sexual. Especially after giving birth to a child? What is it he hasn't seen yet...or will see soon enough again lol? I mean, either you're a virgin or you're not. Once you've lost your virginity you can't get it back. Enjoy your sex life and enjoy the man/men in your life to the fullest. Enjoy your bodies. (Responsibly.) Don't be so hard on yourselves. If your man doesn't wow you in bed, work on it together or find someone else to play with.
I see your point and trust I have thought the same but ultimately it came down to knowing what I believed to be right and what my spirit knows is right. My faith is just that my faith. I can't expect someone else to understand it. My virginity was taken from me so it was never my choice. FlowerHair
I have ABSOLUTELY no bitterness toward my DIL. I'm just disappointed that my son couldn't see through the feminine wiles and manipulation. I feel bad for him that he will go through life with so much financial and emotional stress because EVERYTHING is on him including her emotional well being. At times, I can tell it's a bit much but he's in too deep now. However, his eyes were wide opened --he did not go into the relationship/wedding dumb and ignorant of her situation and the requirements. At the wedding, he introduced her at "the Diva that I will have to take care of for the rest of my life." For the most part, he's happy and I'm THRILLED that I will be a grandmother soon.
But that doesn't mean that I don't wish things were a bit different for him. He works very long hours, completing a Masters in Finance, cooks all the meals (just called for instructions on how to bake pork chops), handles all household issues, and her mental health issues. There is very little time for himself.
This is about him....not about her.
For some people of faith, their relationship with God transcends any relationship with any human being. So, if God demands abstinence before marriage, a person may slip and fall and then decide to get right with God. It is. Or about virginity but chastity. Yes, dude has seen the goods, the bell cannot be unrung but they still feel they owe God the abstinence. If you do not believe in God obviously you cannot see the point. It is what it is...