tatiana
Well-Known Member
I don't want to admit this but i will i am a survivor of sexual molestation. i go to counseling and i forgave the person in question yet i still don't feel complete. sometimes i am afraid of men. sometimes i have panic/anxiety attacks. quite often i avoid them all together.
however another part of me craves the attention of a man. i usually target one man who i want the attention from. in the past i made some unwise decisions based on getting a man's attention.
another part of me wants to get married and all of that jazz but i look at myself as damaged and i get depressed. this is hindering my relationships with men.
has anybody been in a similar situation? how were you able to trust men? how were you able to raise your self esteem? were you able to tell your SO about it? how were you able to trust yourself again? is peace even possible?
however another part of me craves the attention of a man. i usually target one man who i want the attention from. in the past i made some unwise decisions based on getting a man's attention.
another part of me wants to get married and all of that jazz but i look at myself as damaged and i get depressed. this is hindering my relationships with men.
has anybody been in a similar situation? how were you able to trust men? how were you able to raise your self esteem? were you able to tell your SO about it? how were you able to trust yourself again? is peace even possible?