Melody.Monroe
New Member
Long story cut short or y'all. A man I knew from highschool - we reconnected two years ago. I developed feelings - he didn't. He played me - I got hurt. There you have it. I don't know what I did wrong - and I never got any closure.
I pray on it all the time that I get over this man. I don't know why he had such an impact on my life. I really can't tell y'all. I ask God for strength and clarity. I just don't want to think about him - EVER. I don't want to still have feelings for him - and I do. No - he doesn't know. Last night I had a dream about him. Just that we were together. It was a chill dream. Nothing significant happened in the dream. He was there and it was understood that the relationship was in a good place.
I don't know y'all...I'm tired of feeling this way, and wasting my thoughts on him. I have so many other important things on my mind. I shouldn't be thinking of ANY man right now...I am focused on my sons. So I also feel guilty that I even care.
Please - what do y'all think?? Anything I can do?
I pray on it all the time that I get over this man. I don't know why he had such an impact on my life. I really can't tell y'all. I ask God for strength and clarity. I just don't want to think about him - EVER. I don't want to still have feelings for him - and I do. No - he doesn't know. Last night I had a dream about him. Just that we were together. It was a chill dream. Nothing significant happened in the dream. He was there and it was understood that the relationship was in a good place.
I don't know y'all...I'm tired of feeling this way, and wasting my thoughts on him. I have so many other important things on my mind. I shouldn't be thinking of ANY man right now...I am focused on my sons. So I also feel guilty that I even care.
Please - what do y'all think?? Anything I can do?