Hey my lovely CF ladies,
I need prayer on some real stuff.Im in a utter panic mode.I have never been this nervous since I lived at home when I would get physically beaten on whim.Im so scared bc I lost my job Friday over me being still depressed and very introverted.I know some say its a blessing disguise but it will force me to have to go back to school for another semester.
Im like nervous Im eatting stuff I shouldnt Im super scared that I will never become great.I know that I have to play the game but I don't know if me being me or not me is working.All I see is more student loan debt I will have to pay alone bc I haven't the slightest possiblity I will have anyone to be with in the future.
I have a interview tomorrow for a HRM program that is out of state for a really big company..many have eatten their pizza.If I get good with this interview I have to interview in Ann Arbor,MI then if I get it then it wouldn't be until Jan 2011.
I really want it even though pay isn't balling yet...I still have my complex that I know Im smart and I would thought I would be able to get a good salaried job to match but that hasn't happened.I hear people say you may not be cut out for corp..but those student loans say other wise..Im in fear of always being in debt,poor,fat,ugly inside,alone..
Please pray for my interview and the job that called today..they seem about business and the pay is good and I wouldnt have to make a out of state move..Lord help me.