Ivonnovi
Well-Known Member
I wanna rant. I did a quick search this is sort of a spin off of the post below but I have a question too.
http://www.longhaircareforum.com/showthread.php?t=275211&highlight=outside+race
My personal experince.
A few months ago, I was invited to a dinner and introduced to a man (GuyB) that s-e-e-m-e-d interested but very, very, standoff'ish. So I left it at that. When we were at dinner His friend (GuyA) who was interested in My friend (whose not AA, but not white either), paid my friend a compliment at (what I felt like was) my expense. So I not to subtly checked him on that.
http://www.longhaircareforum.com/showthread.php?t=275211&highlight=outside+race
My personal experince.
A few months ago, I was invited to a dinner and introduced to a man (GuyB) that s-e-e-m-e-d interested but very, very, standoff'ish. So I left it at that. When we were at dinner His friend (GuyA) who was interested in My friend (whose not AA, but not white either), paid my friend a compliment at (what I felt like was) my expense. So I not to subtly checked him on that.
Him to her: Your freind has a pretty smile, but not quite as beautiful as yours.
Me to him(GuyB): (turning from his friend to say this)....."Ummm, you know I can here you all the way over her. Perhaps you should focus your compliments more on what you appreciate about her and less on comparisons. (Ok, so maybe I was a little rude but he needed to be checked)
Me to his friend (GuyA): Oh so where where we? and continued the convo
Me to him(GuyB): (turning from his friend to say this)....."Ummm, you know I can here you all the way over her. Perhaps you should focus your compliments more on what you appreciate about her and less on comparisons. (Ok, so maybe I was a little rude but he needed to be checked)
Me to his friend (GuyA): Oh so where where we? and continued the convo
When we get home I tell my friend, to becareful with the guy's (GuyA)feelings cause I can clearly se that he's (way) more into her than she is to him. (In my mind I was looking out for my "brotha" dispite the diss).
The 4 of us have a few more dinner "dates" togehter, but as I said his friend is standoffish and has issues. (I was also told that he was intimidated by me, shy, still hurt by divorce issues etc.) I kept it cordial with him, only called to say thank you for the meal and company; and moderate convo's. Lately I've made myself "non" available to attend the bi-weekly dinners.
Fast forward to this Month. Guy-A and my friend are no longer "interested" in each other. SOoooooo, Guy-A calls me and want's to ensure he can give me a Mother's Day card, me thinking he's being thoughtful agree's to meet with him; after I'm off from work and I'm on my way out of town.
Well he also want's to vent, a little about my friend and the demise of their "dating"; the usual...."I don't understand"; I've tried to be patient"; rolleyes:all of which I saw comming)....blah, blah blah. And he asks me a question (I'm assuming he wanted a females perspective on the issue) but I tell him that he should ask his Friend (Guy-B); he tells me a little about what GuyB says of the issue; inhales then exhales that oh BTW I should forget about GuyB, cause he has a thing for "Hispanic" women, blah blah, blah (I'm thinking gee this guy's a little bitter) blah, blah, .......I'd like a woman like you.....!
Ok, so at this point I politely thank him for my card, & end the convo 'repeating that I am on my way out of town "for a date". ....The end of the convo does not end his interest.
Now I tell this long story for the following reason. I only date within my race (or those that look like me). I'm riding down the street bouncing between the following thoughts.
The 4 of us have a few more dinner "dates" togehter, but as I said his friend is standoffish and has issues. (I was also told that he was intimidated by me, shy, still hurt by divorce issues etc.) I kept it cordial with him, only called to say thank you for the meal and company; and moderate convo's. Lately I've made myself "non" available to attend the bi-weekly dinners.
Fast forward to this Month. Guy-A and my friend are no longer "interested" in each other. SOoooooo, Guy-A calls me and want's to ensure he can give me a Mother's Day card, me thinking he's being thoughtful agree's to meet with him; after I'm off from work and I'm on my way out of town.
Well he also want's to vent, a little about my friend and the demise of their "dating"; the usual...."I don't understand"; I've tried to be patient"; rolleyes:all of which I saw comming)....blah, blah blah. And he asks me a question (I'm assuming he wanted a females perspective on the issue) but I tell him that he should ask his Friend (Guy-B); he tells me a little about what GuyB says of the issue; inhales then exhales that oh BTW I should forget about GuyB, cause he has a thing for "Hispanic" women, blah blah, blah (I'm thinking gee this guy's a little bitter) blah, blah, .......I'd like a woman like you.....!
Ok, so at this point I politely thank him for my card, & end the convo 'repeating that I am on my way out of town "for a date". ....The end of the convo does not end his interest.
Now I tell this long story for the following reason. I only date within my race (or those that look like me). I'm riding down the street bouncing between the following thoughts.
- "wow" so we can't even expect our "Christian" men to look out for our better interest.
- How in da' "h" does he think I'm gonna be interested in him after he sat there and tried to "diss" me to my friend and in front of another dude?
- Why didn't either of them just make it clear earlier that "He's just not that into me?". .....(I did have other options those nights; but there I was being "friendly")...
- LASTLY: I HAD THE EPIPHANY THAT, what I'd experinced has a long azzed history. We stand up for our men (even when they are being foolish,) but when they should be standing up for us they don't. To often I hear of the problems they have with us
Why in the hell should I continue to limit myself to dealing with this mindset? I love my brothers (weak or strong) but I find this type of BS and the BS in the other post to be allllllllllllllllll to common lately. To me their about as dumb as the House 'N"s of yesteryear thinking that they are better 'cause they have massa's favor. Dumbass!
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